KTM; the normal senario

you should proud and thankful malaysian !

hii ! so what makes me wanna write about this kereta api tanah melayu is because aku selalu guna lah. yess , aku takde license.*not yet a loser okay? so kalau aku nk gerak mana2 esp area kl aku guna khidmat ktm tersayang ni lah. hmm , public transport. so when it comes to this phrase "public transport" sure lah kau jumpa a lot of people from diff background. yeah , we are one malaysia baby ! tp yg biasa guna this service is commoner mcm aku lah. but tak kisah lah tu semua. okay , actually aku nk bg gambaran ataupun mcm the normal situation yg korg biasa lihat dan akan lihat bila korg naik ktm :)

situation 1: ladies couch
skrg kan dh ada couch wanita. but aku still tak fhm kenapa ada lelaki yg menyemak jugak dlm couch tu ? yg paling ramai foreigner. yess aku fhm maybe dorg tk fhm bahasa melayu or dorg tk tahu ktm ade buat couch untk wanita. tp takkan lah dorg tak phm the sign yg ktm tampal besar gedabak dkt pintu couch wanita ? and didn't they get awkward bila masuk couch tu all women give a damn looks ? malu siodd. bole plak kau buat muka tak reti nk tkr couch lain bila next stop. but then bila ada org tegur kau marah pulak kata ada lelaki dulu bole je masuk coach ni. kepala hotak kau. yg kau nk pergi ikut ape yg org buat tu knp. aku still boleh except kalau pakcik2 tua yg selalu naik dgn makcik2 or wife dia termasuk dkt coach tu. tu aku bole terima. serious. sb pakcik2 tu at least reti berhemah.


situation 2: give your seat to the needy
needy; pregnant women, OKU, senior citizen. yeah , kita mmg self-fish kdg2. aku tak kata diri aku baik and always give my seat to others. but can't we show some respect and sympathy to these people ? rush hour , mmg semua pnt baru balik kerja sampai kan masa berdiri pn aku npk ade yg bole tertidur. faham itu. so far , ape yg aku npk preganant women dgn OKU mmg mndpt perhatian every time diorg masuk coach. that's good :) thumbs up. tapi yg kurang org bg attention are to the senior citizen. tak ke korg rasa kesian tgk muka pakcik2 makcik2 yg dh tak larat nk berdiri berpaut dkt tiang tu ? come on lah. we are young. Tuhan bagi kita kudrat lagi nk berdiri. in fact , around our ages lah kita pny energy is always on the highest level compare to other stage of age. just imagine the same thing goes to your parent ? korg sure bg priority kt dorg kan ? so just treat them like your parents lah. show some respect jgn buat muka tak tahu je. ehem , haritu kan aku naik lah train dgn bpk aku. then , bila train sampai mak aii penuh nyaa manusia. but right after we entered the coach suddenly there was one guy approach my father and offered his seat. baik nyaa kau laki. rasa mcm nk ckp je "hi awakk. kita minat awak lah. awk baik. awk minat kita tak ?"okayy shut up lah gedik . hahaha. then bila keluar train , my father told me "i want that guy to be my son in-law. the nice one."*kening2. hahaha, bapak bapak :D

situation 3: awareness;you are at public places.
so this awareness quite wide and random. just to remind you bila kau kt public, kau jd public figure sekejap. no matter what you did at least dua tiga org akan pandang. to those couples , be sensitive lah dgn 18sx. there are kids everywhere. kalau takde pn ade makcik2 pakcik2 yg akn pndg. respect it. meluat lah weh org tgk. mcm korg dua je yg couple dlm dunia ni. and bila on the phone. tak pyh lah ckp mcm nk bagi satu coach dgr okay ?

okay. that's it. renung2 kan ! take care :)

lubricating my brain

hii :)

lama dh tak update blog. been busy with the so-called college life -,-' i've registered myself at University Malaya last two weeks. and i'm trying to give you the short update about how is it goes tapi selalu tak sempat even wifi still ada in my room.  so , let's begin from the start :

the MHS week :
at first it was hectic. registration day urghh ramainyaa manusia ! nk jalan pun susah. and the way to my room which is at level 6 mmg sangat menguji kesabaran aku yg tipis ni. kena sumbat naik lif dgn nk amek barang kereta park jauh. panas terik. urghh serious aku bersabar haritu. then , bila tgk schedule dia , mak aiii banyak nyaa talk aku kena dgr. buat dkt DTC yg sejuk tu mmg aku tidur lah kan, takpun bbm. satu haram tak dgr. i don't even knew ape yg speaker tu ckp. never take any notes. kalau bosan aku mkn rocky :) fyi , every morning and evening we had our riadah. okay that was the best part and i missed it the most. mmg lah mcm urgghh pagi2 pukul 6 dh kena turun. but it was fun. dance see sua sua. doraemon. ultraman. baby. chicken dance. byk lah. smpi aku rasa mcm dh bole jd dancer dh skrg. badan dh tak keras dh and tak rasa awkward lagi with the dance move. cehh. orientation week , everybody's rushing. jln pun nk kena lari, mandi pun mcm tak mandi sb tk smpi satu jam kau dh rasa busuk blk. mkn pun kena cpt2. so there's no fun with that part. oh yaaa , kitorg kena bang bang boom ! ahmad dgn bobo yg tv3 tu dtg. and mmg tak expect. lawak doe. penat je nangis. haha. tapi mmg cool lah wehh bang bang boom. THANKS TO HUDA lah kan yg buat the story line men-sycho kitorg tu menjadi. part penutup MHS week mmg tak leh nk describe how awesome it was. first time duduk DTC tak mengantuk. and that night PP Zul yg garang tapi kacak bergaya tu first time senyum. dah lah senyum lepas tu dance see sua sua pulak. aiyoyo meltdown. flying kiss dia byk aku tangkap. HHA. so now bila MHS dh hbs , semua rindu. esp rindu nak riadah lah. rindu nk nyanyi lagu UM dgn lagu kolej 12 ;)

kuliah week :
syukur lah for this first two week , class tak pack sgt. so takde lah culture shock sgt. but on the third week , mula lah nnt class 8-5. lecturer pn byk ckp nnt kamu bila class dh pack nk makan pun tak smpt. nnt mula lah ramai yg pengsan dlm class. ohmgeee that's scary T__T if u asked me fhm tak bljr ? idk what to say. skrg semua benda susah and i never expect that i will study up until this level. npk sgt tak mature lagi kan -,- lecturer session; for me , jgn harap lah u expect u bole catch up 100% dlm class and balik kolej je bole relax. with the class surroundings yg kena berebut nk dpt tmpt duduk. lecturer suara perlahan. dpt tmpt duduk blkg tak npk screen kat depan. mmg u selalu lah tampar pipi u kasi tak ngantuk and suruh focus. paksa diri nk focus and make yourself interested with the subject. implement it ! it is hard. i know. tp what choices do you have right ? u mmg kena bukak mata telinga besar2. lecturer notes u tk payah lah nk salin lawa2 dgn highlighter pen merah biru hitam semua keluar. kalau kau nk salin lecturer note lawa2, then bila masa pulak kau nk dgr lecturer tu explain apa kan ? nnt balik bilik buat revision*mustdo kau buat lah lawa2 nk guna pen kaler2 pun takde sape kisah. and sila lah buat pre-reading everytime pergi class. dpt baca 10mins pun jadi lah. at least u know the basic nnt takde lah dlm kuliah terkumat-kumat blur ape lecturer ckp. soalan tutorial sila lah buat jgn tunggu esok ada tutorial baru nk buat. the marks for tutorial counts baby ! 10% pulak kau ingat sikit ke ? and please do struggle yourself kalau u nk empat mendatar. ni peringatan untuk anda dan seribu kali peringatan untuk diri aku sendiri :)

all the best friends <3
take care.

there will never be a goodbye ;)

okay friends , lets make it easy bcs i really don't know how to put this into words. well yeah , saya bukan munsyi dewan yg terror bab2 ayat ni.

hmm , skrg kn its the time for most spm leavers (*bcs some of them already started the college life bfr result keluar lagi.genius kan?) to make another big step in their life. yeap , the college life. tak kisah lah dpt mana, matriks ke upu , it's just the same that we are going to study AGAIN. and this time things gonna be tougher and we need to be smarter ;) so yeah , the matriks student and uitm students were already registered last monday. so before that mmg byk lah farewell pny reunion. everybody is wishing goodbye take care good luck all the best keep in touch bla bla bla. so yeah , siapa tak sedih kan ? but this things are really important in our life right ? don't worry lah. kita bukan duduk zaman batu yg kalau nk contact kena guna utusan burung merapti takpun bagi signal asap kan ? we do have phones and facebook. bila free time boleh texting calling and facebook-ing kan ? going to the new places , one thing is certain we gonna have the new experiences. experiences that make some of us eager to explore and some afraid(mostly yg dpt jauh takut sb homesick). aku fhm perasaan korg. don't worry. homesick tu normal okay. lama2 korg akan bljr nk adapt with the situation and all your tears will dry. and kalau ada yg kata"eiwww, mengadew lah kaww nk homesick pulak.chillww sudeww" well shut up lah rempit. kau takde perasaan rindu mak bpk ke ? i know things not gonna be the same. but there are other thing in this world we need to see , we need to explore kan? sb tu kena move on. and i wrote this actually because i wanna dedicate it to my best girlfriend;

try to find raihan and me. !

haha dude , kena tipu. yess might find me but not raihan. she's not in the picture becasue she wasn't here. heh , she was represnting the school for handball competition. THEEE :) so yeah , why i wrote about her? what are so special about her ? well yeah , she's my bestfriends since i was in the kinder garden and the 12 years friendship is still been counting. harap2 sampai bila2 lah kn jd bestfriend. and thru those years mmg byk yg kitorg share. eventhough mase f4 kita separate. aku msk mrsm and kau stay jln4 but i'm glad kita tak lost contact and still keep in touch mcm biasa. and i'm glad that our mom really make a good friends right ? soon she gonna make her way to achieve her dream. doctor. and specialist in kanak2. yeah , we share the same ambition too :) mula2 dia dpt offer sama dgn aku dkt UM and i was really happy like i wanna jump all the day ;) but the bila result mara keluar , thing was change. she got the offer but not for me. dpt offer buat medic kt middle east for 6 years(watta lama weyy) and yg buat aku lagi culture shock is she gonna fly on this september. yg lain semua buat foundation Alevel at least one year dlu. tapi dia lagi 3 months nk fly and 30 ni register kat shah putra kuantan persediaan 3 bulan. at first mmg dia dilemma nk pergi ke tak , but after doing istikharah and thought that this chance dtg once in her life time so no reason she should refuse it right ? bak kata pengat "dh sugar daddy nk sponsor". she decided to go. i'm happy for her. i mean like yeahh. as long as dia happy aku happy. so i gonna miss her like hell here. dulu masa aku msk mrsm baru 3 months tak jumpa pun mcm "eh gemuk nya kau eh kurus lah. eh asl ni asl tu." bygkan 3 months pn dh mcm tu ni lagi lah 6 tahun? imagine it 0.0 no , i can't figure it out how. i know at least once in a year kau akn balik tgk bangi. kata nnt mesti rindu bangi en. so insyaAllah we will meet up :)

i know things will not gonna be the same without you. you don't have to give a damn about something that can push you down. just do your own thing and make sure it works :) there will never be a goodbye in this friendship*unless if you wanna throw me away from your life. all the best :)

current mood -,-

hai hari ni IC saya hilang. IC hilang masa hari saya nk pergi bukak account bank islam. yeah , last minute preparation. heh , esok saya nak buat ic baru. kbye. terima kasih -,-

so current mood :BENGANG !

Ya Allah permudahkan lah segala urusan ini ;)

Let's prepare :)

SALAM !

aku rasa mcm  dh lama tak update blog padahal baru 4 hari je doe. lame -,- well , sory lah derr internet rumah waa lembs mcm siput and nk update selalu tak sempat. heh , kepala pak hang lah farah tak sempat. tidur je mmg lah tak sempat. dush.

so past few days , hmmm past 3 nights to be exact , i had a nightmare. bukan those stupid typical nightmare yg kena gigit hantu ke , rumah masuk pencuri ke , takpun lg chibeng mimpi boyfren curang. aku pelik asal org consider tu as a nightmare. huh  :/ to the hell with that , so i want na share about the nightmare. well , jgn risau nightmare aku taleh buat box office film pun. tapi mmg sumpah scary lah.

so i had a nightmare dimana aku mimpi the world has come to the end. in other word , KIAMAT ! mmg tahap takut tu aku taleh cerita lah, plus aku takut nk cerita sb it's a sin kan kalau kita gambarkan hari kiamat tu. everything is clear in the Al-Quran and who am i lah kan nk tambah2 semua ? and in my nightmare tu mmg segala mcm jenis manusia ada. mmg betul lah kan apa yg Allah dh cakap. yg tenang ada yg tak tentu arah ada. and masa tu mmg betul apa yg islam dh ajar kita , masa tu takde sorg pun amek port pasal kauu. everybody is doing their own thing and for those yg byk dosa tu beriya2 seek for the forgiveness. and boleh tak aku nk ckp something ? tapi jgn salah phm. dlm mimpi tu aku mimpi dajal bangkit dari laut. betul ke ? aku try google pasal dajal semua tapi tak jumpa pulak psl yg dia bangkit dari laut. yg aku jumpa dia deform , mata kiri takde. mata kanan hitam. and mmg scary rambut kerenting. nevermind , if you wanna know you can just wiki it. aku baca kat situ lah tadi.

so korg nk tau condition aku dlm mimpi tu mcm mana ? i was with my mum pergi shopping kot and suddenly bunyik kecoh2 kat luar. so headed outside and boleh plak tiba2 barack obama dtg kat kitaorg. what on earth is that ? so he took me to the castle. aku jumpa PRINCE WILLIAM DGN KATE MIDDLETON. tapi masa tu kate dh tua mmg tak lawa lah weh. tapi prince william still sama mcm dia yg skrg. PELIK.*just cut the crap. masa tu mmg aku takut sangat sangat. aku nangis semua and masa tu aku tahu nk bertaubat pun tak guna. pintu taubat dah tutup. masa ada masa dulu duk leka sgt kann. memang rasa tu menyesal gila gila gila. aku boleh pulak kata "mama , ara menyesal sgt tak solat subuh tadi " and that time my mum cool gilaa tau. dia tenang je it's like she's ready. well i hope so. sape tanak mak dia masuk syurga and dipermudahkan segala perjalanan dia masa kiamat nnt kan ? heh , kalau boleh aku pun nk jd condition mcm mak aku tu. tenang tak takut semua.


so bila aku bangun, DANGGG MEMANG TERLEPAS SUBUH. yeah , aku phm maksud mimpi tu. JANGAN TINGGAL SOLAT KALAU ANDA TANAK MERANA KAT AKHIRAT and that nightmare aku rasa Allah nk bagi peringatan kat aku supaya bersedia prepare kan diri dgn amalan2 semua. npk sangat amalan aku tak cukup kan. yeah , i know -,- aku pun bukan baik sgt but i try to improve myself. so do you kan ? sama2 lah kita prepare diri kita okayy :)

p/s: ada masa , do free yourself pergi youtube tgk lah video IniAnwarHadi. serious dia awesome sangat and he got the point everytime dia post video. at least korg gain something bila tgk video dia. and i like his style. i mean cara dia nk attract org nk buat baik. it works cara dakwah dia :) *heh, aku dh start berangan nak laki mcm diaaa. tuihhhh perasan.

After All

just a short update.

after all the highs and lows , i think i have started to accept the fact*even though it's hurt. but at least i learned something. even though it's hard but i'm trying. move on in my life rather than thinks about something that i didn't get. the most important thing are my future and my dream. no matter where we're studying it's only us can retrieve our dreams. kalau ada rezeki ada lah kan. kadang2 Tuhan nak menguji. All happens for goods. and nothing much in this world that i need other than my superduper cool family and awesomeness friends ! they always have my back ;) so friends , congratulations for those yg dapat scholarship. all i can say you are lucky enough to have the chance so grab it. make me proud of you. and for those yg tak dapat like me*sobs :( sama2 lah kita duduk malaysia tmpt sendiri. meh kita jaga malaysia untuk depa yg pi overseas.

well , yeah i got macbook from my father. thank you abah :* hehe , probably there shouldn't be any problem berebut nak online with my adik and lepas ni IM tolong lah jgn buat hal lagi -,-

take care <3

TIRED

uhuh , i'm terribly tired. i slept at 4.30a.m yesterday and i woke up around 9 or sumthing. so can you imagine slept for 4 hours only ? i know for some people can deal with it but seriously i can't. i usually slept for 8-12 hours . hee , i know what you wanna say. i am the hardcore sleepyhead. *nahhh , you can laugh if you want to. so i went out with my ex-schoolmate yesterday and we ARE having A LOTS OF FUN. like SERIOUSLAAAYY. i miss them like hell. soon we'll make our separates way. some will go for matrik and some got offer to study aboard and some will be doing their asasi. so no more having fun like what we used to be. everybody is growing up and more matured than ever. the guy become more handsome tough and so whatever. the ladies are much more prettier and stylo. everybody is trying to be maria elena or hana tajima. no more wearing the school uniform. at least my mind now is full of colour when i meet them. no more seeing the blue,white and peach.duhh of course lah kan ? well to the hell with that because let the memories will be ours forever not yours. and then of course after a great day will come the tiring part. it was tiring with the ktm stuff where i have to stand for 9 stations and get tired after giggling all the day. so when i got back , i had my dinner watching AF with my mummy and suddenly i felt like i wanted to make the goodbye video for my one and only alifa shahira. so i tried to bring back those memories and show some stuff in that video. i've post it to my facebook (here's the link if you want to watch it) so theres no need to explain more. let's the video does the talking. and this morning i've promised my sista to take her out for weekend outing at JJ seremban. so we went to have our lunch at nasi arab damsyik first. and the food are freaking sedap dohh. went to JJ, as what have been expected , theres no parking left for us :( and my sista still wanna go JJ instead of tesco sb dia nk pergi mph. lepas pujuk and i said nk belanja coolblog dkt tesco then she said fine tesco. we headed to tesco. pun ramai jugak org -,- tak paham aku. so the rest is history. and all the way back to home , i slept and then continue it bila sampai rumah until 9p.m. 0.0 elokk benoo lah tuu tidur masa maghrib. but seriously i'm tired. i went out without dress up like what i used to do including the b.b cream and the lip ice because i was too lazy . and my sista said i look pale withou wearing any of that. but at least , i have my natural look isn't ?

give your skin the natural look sometime :)