feebleminded

i don't know what happen to me lately for being this reaalllyy noob and dumb. rasa nk ketuk kepala je tkpun tanam muka 7 kaki. waaa , enviroment kt um ni mmg serious mengubah aku jd noobstar skrg.

here's why ;

#1 This usually happened in my class lah bila nk salin lecturer notes guna pen. my pen is like yg ada cap nk tutup tu. bkn yg click punya. so after class hbs , dgn kabut nya nk kemas bag , i was searching for my pen cap sb nk tutup balik kalau tak ink kering T.T and this thing mmg serious laa buat aku bengang. aku slalu tak jumpa pen cap aku tu. hbs angkt segala file dah , tny kwn ada tak nmpk, cari bwh kerusi meja, tanya org depan dgn ayat "awak, nmpk tak pen cap saya ni" bilaa dia kata tkde i was like erughhh :/ mana ni ! then suddenly i realize it was on my left hand. i hold it on my left hand the whole class -..-

#2 aku tanya kwn aku "weh pukul berapa skrg ?" and kwn aku ckp dia tk pakai jam and she asked me back "eh bukan kau pakai jam ke ?" and i said " tak aku lupa nk pakai tinggal kt bilik" dia buat muka pelik dah and said "dol, yg kat tangan kau tu kau pakai apa ? tali ?" wattaaaafick lah kn jam ada kn tgn tu pn bole tk perasan. mana pegi function touch receptor kau ?

#3 okay this incident happened to me a few days ago. i was having dinner with my family. so i ordered lychee for my drinks. normalnya , dia akn bg sekali buah lychee dua tiga ketul kan ? so they provided lah the spoon in the glass to ease us eat that lychee. kalau tak jenuh nk korek masuk tangan smua tu. but then , aku mcm gilaa khusyuk mkn and konon nk bajet pro lah kan. aku nk minum then i took the glass and without looking apa yg aku msk kan dlm mulut nk sedut air tu. so then i sucked up the drink, but degilnyaa air tu tk naik. so i tried very hard sedut lagi kuat2. tak naik jugak :/ air aku hbs ke apa ni ? then suddenly aku perasan satu family pandang aku and i said  WHATTTTT ? and my adik said " you sucked up using the spoon not the straw" padan lah tak naik air tu -..-

#4 this incident also happened recently. like i said , i'm being dumb and dull lately. i'm staying at my hostel and i room is at level 6. so i have to take the lift if i wanna go to my room. nak naik tangga drpd ground floor  ? smpi level 4 je kaki dh lembik. trust me. i've tried it. so i was walking alone to my room. it was late night i think so mmg sunyi lah tkde org. so i press the button up and the lift opened. i entered the lift and standing there. after a few mins the lift opened back, someone's entered the lift and i thought i was already at level 6. bila aku keluar lift "eh asal level sama ni "*pelikgilaa. pusing balik and org yg masuk lift tu tadi kata "awak tak tekan button level brp tadi. sb tu lift ni tak gerak and stay kn ground floor ni " bapak laaa maluu weyy aku dgn dia. HAHA, like seriously aku berdiri dlm lift tu a few mins tanpa lift tu bergerak pn sb aku lupa press button apa. SUMPAH MALU. msti org ingat aku tk reti naik lift kan :/ tapi mmg pun. aku slalu lupa nk press the button level brp. slalu bila aku msk lift buat bodo and nnt org dlm lift tu tny "pergi level brp" and ayat aku balik "eh lupa. 6. hehehehe" *attempt buat muka comel nk cover.


#5 ni bole consider as mamai kut sb this happened early in the morning. nk pergi class so i have to take my shower. aku tgk tmpt shower ada kosong so i put my toiletries first in that shower room konon nk cop dulu sementara aku nk pergi toilet menyelesaikan urusan kecil. bila keluar toilet nk masuk lah blk tmpt shower. aku main masuk je tmpt shower tu without looking whether it is the right one yg aku letak toiletries tadi. and kebetulan masa tu ada sorg budak floor aku ni bakul toiletries dia mmg sebiji sama dgn aku. yg different nya content dlm bakul tu lah. so as i locked the door, tiba2 aku perasan "eh sejak bila aku pakai sabun lux. aku pakai sabun dettol. syampu pn sejak bila tkr. mane sunsilk aku ?" DANGGG , salah masuk shower. keluar cepat2. nasib baik org yg aku tersalah toiletries tu tk nmpk. malu nyaaa -..-

#6 my mum asked me to check whether the cars have been locked or not. pakai control keys so check drpd dlm pun bole lah kan. aku selak langsir. it was at night. tingkap gelap and reflection lampu dr dlm menghasilkan image pantulan object dlm rumah. as i selak the langsir, i saw a face with long messy hair looking at me. reflex arc aku apa ? MAAAA, PENCURI KAT LUAR.*lari terus. adik aku cpt2 pergi kt tingkap tu nk tengok. and he said MANA ADA. aku bengang aku ckp "ADA LAH" *pergi balik kt tingkap tu selak langsir and i realized konon pencuri tu muka aku sebenarnya sb image reflection dkt tingkap waktu malam. ammamamama , muka sendiri pun nk tkt. APA NAK JADI NI?

18

Hii , just got back from class and currently installing oxford's iwriter to complete the assignment given by miss Maisara.
btw, don't get me wrong about the tittle. it was a tittle that should be post a few days ago. hmm , 6 days go to be exact. so why i'm updating it now ? haha bcs i don't know what to say when my age tua setahun. plus , on that day , khamis i got class from 8-5*everyday pn sama. tp every Thursday ada lab phy yg tension gilaa siodd. phy kan -..- btw , thak you so much *withmyhugsandkisses to those yg wish ;) terharu like seriously bila ada orang yg ingat birthday aku. i appreciated it very very much loves <3

                                  

                  
turning 18 , what should i be proud of ? is it because of i'm legal to marry ? HAHA , definitely not. or is it because i'm legal to drive ? duhh i'm legal to drive since i was 17. okay tp in general , turning 18 is something that we should be thankful that we're at this age. Allah panjang kan umur kita sb apa ? you knw wht i mean kn. for us to prepare ourselves baik punya tuk meet Him on a day that no one knows. So Alhamdulillah , during this 18 years, everything went goods. eventhough sometime there are high and lows but Alhamdulillah i still can go thru it. having a great parents, happy family and awesome friends are enough for me in this world. and thru those years jugak , segala makan minum pakaian pelajaran dpt secukupnya and ada masa smpi membazir. a bad habit that sholud be thrown away peeps.
so that's it. cadang nk give a short update. tp end up with ayat berjela. apa nk jadi ? kuat membebel.
okay byee <3

This guy i have known for 6 years

haii , right now i'm quite sad , depressed , a bit down and feeling empty :(
wanna know why ?
obviously , because this guy up there in my title. no , he's not my boyfriend and will never ever be my boyfriend. insyaAllah bcs sometimes we don't know what fate is about to come isn't it ? he's my bestfriend. my chlidhood friend now turns to be one of the important guy i my life. the guy who knows me bettah than other guy. the guy who know how to comfort me whenever i'm feeling down.  the guy who i can cry on. always lend his ears, shoulders and times for me. the guy who i can be mengada-mengada on. the guy who call i can talk for hours on the phone. the guy who i spill my secret. he knows my crush and so do i. he know my story and so do i. the guy yg suka gossip*sometimes. the guy who give me advice when i can't thinks rationally. the guy yg i suka bergaduh and always bergaduh kalau jumpa and berckp. he's always object my points like wth. ape yg kau tk puas hati dgn aku ni haa -,- but in the end he said "hahaha, sakit hati tak ?" that's really annoyed me but i know he doesn't meant it. the guy who owes me my penyepak dan lempang. and i owe him tutti fruiti. the guy who are doing good in his studies.

so because of ke-geniusan dia , dia dpt offer MARA untuk buat IB dkt KMB and insyaAllah fly in two years time. dh register smlm and Alhamdulillah he's fine there. nasib baik dia tk homesick sb aku bet kau homesick tk penah duduk asrama kan :p i knw his a strong guy and always have the determination spirit :) he always inspired me lah in many ways. i don't know why i'm writing this but i feel wanna write. about him.

aku kenal dia since skolah rendah. we were classmates and tuition-mates. skola rendah dlu kau scandal aku kn ? kau crush aku and aku crush kau. haha. mmg budak2 hbs lah. and skrg everytime kau ckp psl benda ni aku mst segan and trus tkr topik. mcm mana lah aku bole crush kt kau dulu doe -,- then , this friendship continue when we go for the same highschool. jalan empat :) and form 1 sama class. glad that happen :) so sama-sama , smpi lah f4 aku dpt pegi mrsm. but glad enough we never lost contact. kau lah among the people yg aku call and text bila aku homesick, bila aku rasa senior annoying, bila aku tk fhm bio phy kau aku carik paksa terangkan. so mcm2 lah kan. long list to go :)

jadi , bila kau dh dapat msk IB ni aku agk sedih lah kau dh busy skrg. we can't talk like we usually do. only when we really hv our free times nnt kita lepak tutti fruiti lah. agk nya mcm ni lah kau rasa kn mse aku msk UM ni dlu. kau call mlm mmg aku tk angkt sb dh tdur. kau text berjam-jam br aku dpt reply. tak tau bila dpt dgr kau annoying dan suka bajet perasan handsome. now karma is turning back to me. tk pe aku fhm. but i'm happy lah he got what he really really want. jgn risau u always have my back :) this friendship doesn't end here and will never end. kau bestfriend aku smpi bila2. kau kawin pn nnt biar aku jd wedding planner kau. that's for sure :) you know what pdot , masa aku bc cmmnt yg kau post kt awie hrtu psl aku and kau kata "haah kwn. dr kecik smpi besar same je perangai dia tk berubah" haha , aku nangis duh bc cmmnt yg kau tulis mcm tu. it's like mmg kau kenal aku sgt :) sukaaa <3

so if you guys wondering who he is ; Firdaus Ghazali :) kalau nk tgk muka cari lah kt fb aku lelaki yg annoying kt wall aku tu dia lah. this guy is one of the guys who worth for me to cry if i lost him. enough said , his a great guy :)

btw , again , his not my boyfriend yahh. please don't misunderstood this post. i just wanna appreciate him as my BESTFRIEND :)

Perut tidak bekerjasama

pernah tak korg rasa mcm nk mkn tapi korg tak lapar pun ? yeahh , i'm sure you do and it's called nafsu makan. well things i hate when i started my college routines is this lah. nafsu makan terlebih. it's like 24h nk mkn je kerja aku ni. dlm kuliah duk ber-chewing gum. tkpun aku mkn cloud 9 tkpun biskut lexus jd mangsa. org duk sblh aku pn msti pelik kan asl budak ni tk reti nk berhenti mkn ke sampai dia yg tgk pn jd lapar. well bila korg dh jeling dua tiga kali aku offer lah kt dorg. tp korg yg tanak kn ? segan letu. kalau aku duk rumah aku tk lpr pn weh. mkn nasi pun jarang. dinner je mkn nasi tu pun secoet je. yeahh , maybe bila aku duk rumah aku jd passive tk gerak mana2 setakat melepak atas katil depan laptop atau tv. so mitochondria aku pn jarang bekerja utk menghasilkan energy. Maka ATP yg dihasilkan adalah sikit. muscle kurang bekerja. maka segala lemak tepu akn bersemadi di adipose tisu. okayy ada kena mengena ke ? tapi bila aku duk rumah berat bole turun smpi 5kg menjadi 40kg aku skrg. sb tulah kita suka homesick nk balik rumah !

and this week bila class dh gaya office hours je , aku lunch mmg takleh tinggal. even lmbt mana pun aku akn mkn juga kalau tak aku jd cacing kerawet utk class ptg. ya , hanya di UM pada waktu lunch lah anda dpt tgk farah dayana mkn laju. beliau berjaya mengurangkan habit masa makan dia dari 30minit ke 15minit sahaja. isn't that amazing baby ? so imagine it lah aku kunyah2 sikit mknn tu terus telan. that's what ifa  always asked me to do masa aku selalu mkn lembab kt mktb dulu. maka bila jd begitu mknn pn tk digest dgn betul. maka aku jd cepat lpr. asl mlm nk study buat tutorial mst aku cari roti ke ape ke nk mkn. like wth kau ni farah mkn je kerja. tapi tapi kalau dinner aku order nasi msti tk hbs. cafe U kan so student kelaparan je slalu maka nasi yg dorg goreng tu tinggi berbukit dlm satu pinggan. ammmaa , mmg aku tk hbs lah. qyum kata aku mkn portion dia kira mcm satu slice cake. hahaha. but then one thing lah , aku membazir -,- nnt mula lah aku pass pinggan aku bergerak dr qyum patu faim, faim tolak kt baby. last2 tk hbs jugak.

maka dengan itu , aku nk menyamakan nafsu mkn tu sama lah dgn perut kita tk bekerjasama dgn nafsu mkn kita. it's like kalau kita nk mkn and lapar its involve two things. kita yg nk mkn and perut yg nk menerima. conclusion ? kita dan perut perlu lapar dan ada chemistry bila nk mkn baru hati senang dan tiada pengambilan mknn secara berlebihan.

okay enough mumbling
take care <3

got the new routines :)

wehh , class dh mula pack dgn tutorial and lab. HOMG , br first day aku dh mengeluh. come on dude. first day td class pack 8-5 mmg tak leh blah aku ni. rushing dr BS3-bilik computer(sheshh daki bukit pulak)-ADK1-hostel for lunch break-DKU-BT9. walaweyy , aku lunch td gila tak nikmat. sb kena rush mkn break 1 jam je before class start balik. and i have to solat smua. class petang , luckily Pn.Izz baik dia buat class skjp je. half an hour. sambung class calculus aku rasa aku bernyawa 15 minit je. lps tu tidur sb dh mengantuk and tk fhm sgt dh. k dah byee. tutorial bio tk siap lagi. satu haram tk buat. eh btw , bole plak aku tk tau chem dpt dua tutorial last week. mmg aku tk buat lah tutorial introduction tu. trus buat yg tutorial#1. amadeyy , padan muka kau cuak tadi. nsb baik tutor chem aku cool. eh lagi satu ! aku jumpa kembar aku td masa buat kwn baru dlm class tutorial. nama dia atilia. kitorg lahir 30/6 :) yeahh , geng*highfiveatilia. atilia ni kwn izzati gegeh dgn azmira. fuyooo what a small world :D so far my tutorial group is fun !

take care buddy :)
nnt aku nk update psl birthday party thasha. tnggu photographer dia upload gmbr.

KTM; the normal senario

you should proud and thankful malaysian !

hii ! so what makes me wanna write about this kereta api tanah melayu is because aku selalu guna lah. yess , aku takde license.*not yet a loser okay? so kalau aku nk gerak mana2 esp area kl aku guna khidmat ktm tersayang ni lah. hmm , public transport. so when it comes to this phrase "public transport" sure lah kau jumpa a lot of people from diff background. yeah , we are one malaysia baby ! tp yg biasa guna this service is commoner mcm aku lah. but tak kisah lah tu semua. okay , actually aku nk bg gambaran ataupun mcm the normal situation yg korg biasa lihat dan akan lihat bila korg naik ktm :)

situation 1: ladies couch
skrg kan dh ada couch wanita. but aku still tak fhm kenapa ada lelaki yg menyemak jugak dlm couch tu ? yg paling ramai foreigner. yess aku fhm maybe dorg tk fhm bahasa melayu or dorg tk tahu ktm ade buat couch untk wanita. tp takkan lah dorg tak phm the sign yg ktm tampal besar gedabak dkt pintu couch wanita ? and didn't they get awkward bila masuk couch tu all women give a damn looks ? malu siodd. bole plak kau buat muka tak reti nk tkr couch lain bila next stop. but then bila ada org tegur kau marah pulak kata ada lelaki dulu bole je masuk coach ni. kepala hotak kau. yg kau nk pergi ikut ape yg org buat tu knp. aku still boleh except kalau pakcik2 tua yg selalu naik dgn makcik2 or wife dia termasuk dkt coach tu. tu aku bole terima. serious. sb pakcik2 tu at least reti berhemah.


situation 2: give your seat to the needy
needy; pregnant women, OKU, senior citizen. yeah , kita mmg self-fish kdg2. aku tak kata diri aku baik and always give my seat to others. but can't we show some respect and sympathy to these people ? rush hour , mmg semua pnt baru balik kerja sampai kan masa berdiri pn aku npk ade yg bole tertidur. faham itu. so far , ape yg aku npk preganant women dgn OKU mmg mndpt perhatian every time diorg masuk coach. that's good :) thumbs up. tapi yg kurang org bg attention are to the senior citizen. tak ke korg rasa kesian tgk muka pakcik2 makcik2 yg dh tak larat nk berdiri berpaut dkt tiang tu ? come on lah. we are young. Tuhan bagi kita kudrat lagi nk berdiri. in fact , around our ages lah kita pny energy is always on the highest level compare to other stage of age. just imagine the same thing goes to your parent ? korg sure bg priority kt dorg kan ? so just treat them like your parents lah. show some respect jgn buat muka tak tahu je. ehem , haritu kan aku naik lah train dgn bpk aku. then , bila train sampai mak aii penuh nyaa manusia. but right after we entered the coach suddenly there was one guy approach my father and offered his seat. baik nyaa kau laki. rasa mcm nk ckp je "hi awakk. kita minat awak lah. awk baik. awk minat kita tak ?"okayy shut up lah gedik . hahaha. then bila keluar train , my father told me "i want that guy to be my son in-law. the nice one."*kening2. hahaha, bapak bapak :D

situation 3: awareness;you are at public places.
so this awareness quite wide and random. just to remind you bila kau kt public, kau jd public figure sekejap. no matter what you did at least dua tiga org akan pandang. to those couples , be sensitive lah dgn 18sx. there are kids everywhere. kalau takde pn ade makcik2 pakcik2 yg akn pndg. respect it. meluat lah weh org tgk. mcm korg dua je yg couple dlm dunia ni. and bila on the phone. tak pyh lah ckp mcm nk bagi satu coach dgr okay ?

okay. that's it. renung2 kan ! take care :)

lubricating my brain

hii :)

lama dh tak update blog. been busy with the so-called college life -,-' i've registered myself at University Malaya last two weeks. and i'm trying to give you the short update about how is it goes tapi selalu tak sempat even wifi still ada in my room.  so , let's begin from the start :

the MHS week :
at first it was hectic. registration day urghh ramainyaa manusia ! nk jalan pun susah. and the way to my room which is at level 6 mmg sangat menguji kesabaran aku yg tipis ni. kena sumbat naik lif dgn nk amek barang kereta park jauh. panas terik. urghh serious aku bersabar haritu. then , bila tgk schedule dia , mak aiii banyak nyaa talk aku kena dgr. buat dkt DTC yg sejuk tu mmg aku tidur lah kan, takpun bbm. satu haram tak dgr. i don't even knew ape yg speaker tu ckp. never take any notes. kalau bosan aku mkn rocky :) fyi , every morning and evening we had our riadah. okay that was the best part and i missed it the most. mmg lah mcm urgghh pagi2 pukul 6 dh kena turun. but it was fun. dance see sua sua. doraemon. ultraman. baby. chicken dance. byk lah. smpi aku rasa mcm dh bole jd dancer dh skrg. badan dh tak keras dh and tak rasa awkward lagi with the dance move. cehh. orientation week , everybody's rushing. jln pun nk kena lari, mandi pun mcm tak mandi sb tk smpi satu jam kau dh rasa busuk blk. mkn pun kena cpt2. so there's no fun with that part. oh yaaa , kitorg kena bang bang boom ! ahmad dgn bobo yg tv3 tu dtg. and mmg tak expect. lawak doe. penat je nangis. haha. tapi mmg cool lah wehh bang bang boom. THANKS TO HUDA lah kan yg buat the story line men-sycho kitorg tu menjadi. part penutup MHS week mmg tak leh nk describe how awesome it was. first time duduk DTC tak mengantuk. and that night PP Zul yg garang tapi kacak bergaya tu first time senyum. dah lah senyum lepas tu dance see sua sua pulak. aiyoyo meltdown. flying kiss dia byk aku tangkap. HHA. so now bila MHS dh hbs , semua rindu. esp rindu nak riadah lah. rindu nk nyanyi lagu UM dgn lagu kolej 12 ;)

kuliah week :
syukur lah for this first two week , class tak pack sgt. so takde lah culture shock sgt. but on the third week , mula lah nnt class 8-5. lecturer pn byk ckp nnt kamu bila class dh pack nk makan pun tak smpt. nnt mula lah ramai yg pengsan dlm class. ohmgeee that's scary T__T if u asked me fhm tak bljr ? idk what to say. skrg semua benda susah and i never expect that i will study up until this level. npk sgt tak mature lagi kan -,- lecturer session; for me , jgn harap lah u expect u bole catch up 100% dlm class and balik kolej je bole relax. with the class surroundings yg kena berebut nk dpt tmpt duduk. lecturer suara perlahan. dpt tmpt duduk blkg tak npk screen kat depan. mmg u selalu lah tampar pipi u kasi tak ngantuk and suruh focus. paksa diri nk focus and make yourself interested with the subject. implement it ! it is hard. i know. tp what choices do you have right ? u mmg kena bukak mata telinga besar2. lecturer notes u tk payah lah nk salin lawa2 dgn highlighter pen merah biru hitam semua keluar. kalau kau nk salin lecturer note lawa2, then bila masa pulak kau nk dgr lecturer tu explain apa kan ? nnt balik bilik buat revision*mustdo kau buat lah lawa2 nk guna pen kaler2 pun takde sape kisah. and sila lah buat pre-reading everytime pergi class. dpt baca 10mins pun jadi lah. at least u know the basic nnt takde lah dlm kuliah terkumat-kumat blur ape lecturer ckp. soalan tutorial sila lah buat jgn tunggu esok ada tutorial baru nk buat. the marks for tutorial counts baby ! 10% pulak kau ingat sikit ke ? and please do struggle yourself kalau u nk empat mendatar. ni peringatan untuk anda dan seribu kali peringatan untuk diri aku sendiri :)

all the best friends <3
take care.