this distance

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maybe this distance hurt, but why can't we be like them ?



take care x) 
xoxo

HELO X3'S :)

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lemme count berapa lama aku tk update blog. last entry was on september. now it's oredi november. so i guess around two months jugak kan ? so who cares. i don't feel like writing anything these days. teheee :D plus kalau bagi reason tkde masa that will be the most cliche reason kan ?

so hii. ssuupp ? hopes you guys are doing good. stay awesome and stay real bebi. today i feel like wanna share about my new life in um *takde ah baru sgt since dh satu sem pun hbs aku study kt um tu* TEHEEE :D another one sem to go then i'm off to maaa degreee ! awesome kan how times flies ?

okay cut the crap. so i'm an asasi hayat student in PASUM (fyi, Pusat Asasi Sains Universiti Malaya). since budak hayat ramai sgt so we're divided into two groups. hayat 1 and hayat 2. hayat 1 occupied around 400+ students while hayat dua aroun 200+ je. and guess what ?! masa check nama dulu i'm in hayat 2 while kwn2 aku semua hayat 1. how naiseee um treat me -,- first mmg aku sumpah seranah gk ah apesal aku sorg je dlm hayat dua. nak nangis woo. but then after two weeks, bila dh start masuk group tutorial i find myself okay. so i was placed in X3 group. hayat dua pny tutorial group starts from X1,X2,X3,Y1,Y2,Y3,Z1,Z2 and Z3. 

My X3's buddies are so awesome yaa. be jealous :3 because so far observation gue *dlm hayat dua je ah* X3 the best. okay you might feel menyampah and said eleh minah ni nak up kan group dia letuwww. go on nak ckp ape but i love them till death.  so lemme introduce them :

Min- our ketua yg kuuuuwwls.
feezyha - umg feezyha sangat baik !
fatin, amal and ekin - ni geng kelate tigo org. kalau dorg start kelate dorg mmg pfftt kena gelak !
yanie and aishu - yanie kitorg panggil lisa surihani bcs her name is suriyani sound like surihani.bestie  dgn aishu. they're both cute !
anne : fine and baik jugakkk !
amalina and ana : dorg dua mmg ah kelakar gilaa lagi2 amalina! kdg2 i can laugh just by watching her act. and they both suka makan. so kalau nk keluar pergi mid mkn mmg ajk dorg.
liyana: dia pny suara high pitch. kalau gelak fuhh !
tili, mama and aiesya : currently, this three awesome ppl aku paling rapat. tili is my twin btw. we're
sharing the same birthday date ! mama, her actual name is syaheerah. but we called her mama sb perangai-suka bebel-caring dia mcm mama. aiesya even paling tua dlm group. but she's like a baby!

okay move on to the boys. oh wait dlm X3 ade 6org je lelaki. silly rite ?

amirul : he's nice. pendiam maybe. rarely talk to him
helmi: okay dia pun pendiam jugak. but mama he's not actually. idk
hazim: oh God ! dia ni baik sgt tahuu. and innocent sometimes. teheee. sory hazim :D
Fakhrul: budak paling popular dlm hayat dua sb dia suka kepada ke-hot-an. popular smpi kena panggil k-pop. scandal dgn min dia ni. slalu kantoi dating duaorg.
amir : ex MTD. who i find nice and genius. oh nvw, his aiesya pny. lol
Bob: masa introduce diri dulu bagan byk nickname dia. boboy,bob,zack and hazrim. he's super lawak and cool. dia kalau gelak 1km pn bole dgr. tk pyh pusing blkg nk tgk sape gelak sb dh tau tu dia.


oh sentap is our legacy trademark btw.

btw, sory i got this lazy ass to rotate this pic. so sorry guys




so yeah i'm enjoying my two weeks semester break right now. take care everyone !



I'm an expert

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I'm good in procrastinating. and if u are not good in it, ask me how :B blergghh.

okay, living in the land of SMARTies is fucking depressing. you'll always feel dumb. rasa mcm woii apehal dia ni dlm class duk boleh relax lagi main angry birds, tp bila lecturer tanya mcm gampang je boleh jawab. siap boleh explain lagi kt org depan dia yg tak fhm. while aku yg punya lah tahan mengantuk gila babs, and trying to give 100% in the class pn kena fikir dua tiga kali and refer dua tiga buku nk jawab soalan. pressure enough ? and my final is just around the corner yet so many syllabus need to be cover. being a procrastinator is a NO-NO situation for me right now. i need to change it. like right now.

okay gtg, i want to watch 4 episodes of Sofiyya on tonton then i'll start my revision. ok boleh ? *dush. tadi br kata nk berubah.*

Reminiscing the past

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You rarely text me to say 'i love you'. you text just to wish me goodnight. but when you do text i love you, it was all of sudden, and i knew at that moment you're either really down or happy (in your own excited state). And when i asked you why you did that ? you said ' sb kalau i tgh down i knew you're the only one who can bring me up and you're the reason why i wanna fight it back and if i tgh happy, you're the reason why i still can feel the happiness.'

 you know how cute it is when you text me whenever i came across your mind ;) just to let you know, it's hard here. when  i'm alone. when i saw someone who look like you. when i saw couples are dating. when i saw the girl smiles back at her boyfriend. when i saw couples skype-ing. when i saw couples have their dinner together. when i saw couple go to class together. it's hurt me even more.  

okay i'm crying now... byee. as if you read this, *okay i knw you won't read* k bye.

Selamat Hari Raya

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Salam.
okay i know it's kind of late to wish Selamat Hari Raya since its already 8th of Syawal. but so what ? raya sebulan kan ?
so yeah, really had so much fun during the raya celebration. Glad that everyone came back to kampung including pak cik omar and family from singapore. and on the third raya, busu Sal's family and Mak ngah Zahri came back to celebrate raya at kampung. Happy to see my mum and busu sal happily laughing and teased each other. my mum kalau gelak sampai org lain pun berjangkit gelak sama :) and first day mkn mcm nk pecah perut. segala jenis rendang smua telan. lemang berapa byk tah mkn.
so here's are some picture. lets the picture does the talking :

introducing the Kamarudin's

time ni mmg muka semua tahan gelak

Pak cik Omar and family

angah and family

mak yah and family

the cousins. *ahh,how time flies*

the sibling

Introducing the Ismail's
 and of course the kids brighten up the cherish during Hari Raya !
nisa !

aisyah and sarah

model wanna be

this is my baby !

the most busiest photographer of the day.
and i wonder kenapa certain people said "tahun ni tak rasa mood nk raya?" oh come on !

it's not the right time

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nak post something. about how i feel right now. T.T
but i guess it's not the right time. lemme calm down first. biar hati ni boleh terima. biar tak terasa sangat.


so i guess, i need to fix my heart. screw up mana yg longgar biar jadi kuat kental bergaya. put on happy face. like pedepap tampal muka gembira lps tu keluar pergi class everyday dgn muka gembira. i wanna face the world like heroes. *eceyy,ayat siapa lah tu kan. 




                   I AM SUPERWANITA 


gahaha gedik nya lah. eh biadap nya ckp mcm tu. suka hati aku lah derr. okay kenapa aku rasa mcm kewls skrg ? dah nk get ready keluar berbuka. VILLAGE VIEW here i come bobeh !

*p/s: i'll find the right time. pray for me okay so i can stay strong/ i love you guys :*
        okay jgn berebut smua org dpt kiss saya. dush.

appreciate the friendship we bulid

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just now in the class i just heard this conversation :

Girl A : eh tu kwn kau kan ?
Girl B : mana ?
Girl A : tu*sambil tgn tunjuk kt pintu masuk auditorium
Girl B : Aah la. aku dh lupa dh psl dia. mcm mne kau bole ingat lagi ?

hmm , maybe korg tk fhm apa aku nk cerita. here the story goes ;

tutorial start two weeks after kuliah. so before that kita mmg tk kenal sape2 dlm class. so most of us first day baru nk jumpa tny "hi nama awak sape ?" smua. sng cerita first day kiorg build a new friendship with the strangers. in this case maybe Girl B tu kwn dgn budak yg dilupakan tu sepanjang dua minggu kuliah tu. after two weeks, we were devided into 9 groups. so probably Girl B tu tk sama group dgn budak yg dilupakan tu. since dh tak sama group, maybe dorg dh jarang jumpa. and girl B tu kwn lah dgn org baru(Girl A) yg sama group dgn dia. fyi, bila dh divide into group mmg kitorg pny jadual totally change. ada group tutorial pagi ada petang. yg sama jadual is the kuliah. physically, girl A ni lawa lah nk compare dgn budak yg dilupakan tu. like more modern pandai smua. girl B ni pn nmpk mcm jenis org yg berkwn org yg category "hot lah jugak". maybe after dh jumpa girl A ni girl B dh tk ingt langsung psl kwn dia yg pernah teman dia pergi kuliah spnjg dua minggu tu. maybe jumpa pn dh tk ckp hi ke ape ke.

so just put yourself in that girl yg dilupakan tu , what do you feel ? mesti sedih kan? can't imagine bila ada org bole ckp mcmtu. aku yg dgr ni pn sakit hati rasa nk pusing belakang ckp je kau ingat kau dh kwn dgn org hot kau bole lupa kwn kau dlu. wtf ?! *eh puasa. tarik balik. aku bole accept lagi kalau dorg dh tak jadi serapat dulu pergi kuilah sama2 bagai. tapi kalau dh tak rapat pun kwn tetap kwn. jumpa pn hi still kena hi.

dear guys , jgn lah mcm tu kay. it's not nice la. remember karma is always gonna turning back at you. mana tau one day girl A tu pulak yg bole lupa kau. if you really tak nak ada kwn yg tak se-level dgn kau , don't bulid the friendship at first. bcs friendship is the hardest tied to break.





i may look like this penyibuk yg nk amik kisah psl org. sory that's just me. bila aku duk sorg dlm class tnggu mama dgn aiesya tk dtg lagi instead of playing games on my phone , aku jd observer tak bertauliah kejap. tgk org msk dewan, dgr ape org depan blkg ckp. haha , it's not nice actually. but i have a fully well function ears. thanks -,- and yeah , to girl B , sory if i simply judge you that way.