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HHA , do you know him ? yeah of course you do. his real name is ALEXANDER RICHARD. and his stage name is ALEX PETTYFER. he was born on 1990. 2011-1990 = 21. ehem still on my list*keningkenig. hee , my limit is 22 okayy. taknak tua sgt. he start his career with modelling  in 2005 and became an actor in 2006 for stormbreaker. okayy fine i dont hv to give an autobiography about him right ? you can just find about him on wiki.

when i knew there were two movies where alex became the main actor , i was like "amaaaaa , handsome siak boyfriend aku ni. gilaa hotsetap sampai dua movie sekali keluar" and of course i was so eager to watch that movies. so i went to watch i am number four with my gay , alia. and next beastly alone. yeah watching movie alone quite boring but luckily alex ada temankan. HHA. ermm  then masa kat KLIA sementara nk tunggu departure to langkawi , i went to the bookstore. mulanya nak cari seventeen. then ternampak pulak jodi picoult punya novel. grr geram. terus grab nk beli. then my brother tunjuk novel beastly. lagi lahh rasa geram. igt kan nk beli dua dua. tapi sadis nya duit tak cukup. so i bought the beastly novel. i read it again and again. sampai my sister tanya "hoyy tak habis habis lagi ke baca novel tu" and i said "baik sikitt. waa dh katam 3 kali okayy." you should try to read the novel. InsyaAllah tak menyesal.

tadi kat youtube jumpa video ni. justin bieber surprise kan his fan. oohmmgeee. SWEET GILAA <3

and i'm wondering kalau alex pettyfer dtg malaysia , can he do the same thing to me ? oohhmmgee aku rasa aku pengsan dah kut. *okayy enough berangan

take care loves <3

ALHAMDULILLAH :)

SHOULD I SAY MORE ?  ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH :)

result dah keluar semalam. and yeah alhamdulillah saya straight A's. walau pun bukan straight A+ tp tetap kena bersyukur kan. rasa mcm everything paid off. tgk mama asyik senyum je and balik balik tgk slip result rasa mcm the HAPPIEST moment in my lifetime. ingat lagi bila call mama and abah nk bgtau pasal result.

tapi yg paling penting SYUKUR KEPADA-NYA. ALHAMDULILLAH. semoga dgn kejayaan ni buat aku lebih ingin jadi khalifah-Nya yg berguna kat dunia ni.

second mestilah parents kan.
me : mama mama guess what ?!
mama : berapa berapa ?
me : oohmmmgee mama ara dpt straight A's !
mama : iye ke ? whoaa tahniah tahniah. mama happy mama happy.

and the rest is history.

*aku tak sempat nk ckp hello abah dh serbu tny
abah : berapa dpt ?
me : pehh , lek lu bah. ni takut kecewa nnt. sory tau.
abah : sory ? berapa dpt ?
me : sory tau abah.
abah : yela pape pun abh terima.
me : kalau ank abh dpt straight A's abah terima ?
abah : hish budak nii. hha. tahniah lah eh !

and the rest is history.

seeing them smiling and happy are the only thing i wanna do in this world. THANK YOU  VERY MUCH ABAH MAMA. I OWE YOU MY LIFE. seriously all their sacrifices are priceless kalau nk compare dgn intanpermata kat dunia ni.

and to my teachers
cikgu tadika yg ajr aku abc 123. cikgu sekolah rendah yg mula ajr aku buat karangan walaupun 3 ayt satu perenggan. cikgu sekolah menengah yg ajr aku buat 16 baris dlm satu perenggan.
sng cerita ajr EVERYTHING.bermegaziliion dah ilmu yg aku dpt.
THANK YOU SO MUCH TEACHERS <3
and of course a very special thank you to my SPM TEACHERS 2010 , MRSM KEPALA BATAS:
cikgu zuriati,cikgu akma,cikgu azizah,teacher hazalen,teacher wan,teacher sab,cikgu sharmiza,cikgu najihah,cikgu zarina,cikgu rasmalenza,sir fauzi,cikgu norsham,cikgu shahrina,ustaz shahidan,ustaz shukri,ustaz rashidi,ustaz mutalib,cikgu chempaka,cikgu zurinda,cikgu umi,cikgu julia,cikgu zurina,cikgu fly,cikgu huda,cikgu marziah,cikgu shuhailawati,cikgu suriyati,cikgu kamal.
mmg tanpa dorg yg susah payah buat mcm2 aku takkan dpt result mcm ni. TERIMA KASIH CIKGU

and to all my friends
a very long list. but you know who you are right ? thank you thank you. kalau tak korg yg bg support kat aku everytime aku nangis.everytime aku homesick. everytime i felt so bad, mmg aku rasa aku dh quit dh duk asrama. thank you sgt. and psl korg yg best gilaa lah aku stay sana sampai f5. hbs kan jugak study aku kat sana. I OWE you guys too. thank you loves ! and kwn sekolah lama. thank you jugak. even tak sama sekolah dh pun still ingat aku. still hang out ngn aku. still angkt fon call aku. still text dgn aku. still ajr aku even thru the phone. THANK YOU
friends , even death can't take my loves towards you. I MEANT IT <3 i love you

and there you gooo. my result. seriously i bukan nk show off. tp nk share dgn you the happiness :) In fact maybe result korg lagi gempak dari mine kan ?

yeah. i got A- for phy and bio. A for english. and the rest A+. ALHAMDULILLAH :))

So take some time to say ALHAMDULILLAH tak kira mcm mana pun result kita. itu mayb yg terbaik buat kita kerana Dia tahu apa yg terbaik utk kita. mana tahu in future kita mcm mana kan ;)

take care , loves

PERGI

skrg. muka. saya. mcm . itu. esok result. takut. result teruk mcm mana ? mlm ini. naik train. dgn hotties. seronok. byk cerita. okay. jumpa anda. bila. result dh keluar. selamat tinggal. take care. doakan. terbaik. untuk. saya. dan. anda.

p/s : tgk iklan yuna dlm libresse. fuyoo adorable gila dia. comelcomelcomel. anda pun cuba lah sendiri *suara yuna yg comel tu plss.

TEACHER WANNABE

whaddup whaddup yaww. so how u doing so far ? great ?

okayy.story telling begin ! hari sabtu which means the day berfore yesterday , aku balik kampung. kampung ku yg indah itu. indah permai. *grr , okayy cut the crap.

emm yeah hari sabtu balik kampung seperti biasa balik hari. tidak bermalam. melawat nenek dan datuk. pagi tu bgn dlm keadaan excited malas gila sb kena bgn bangun pagi. ye fyi , farah dayana seorg sleepyhead yg mmg allergic kpd bangun pagi. its like katil tu nk terbalik baru nk bgn. aftr dressed up semua but still sy pakai tudung dlm kereta sb mama dh bising lmbt , kitaorg gerak. activity dlm kereta : baca novel beastly satu dua page then tdur aklibat menelan panadol. ye i had e fever yg menyebabkan suara sy sengau.gosh.*ye mmg annoying nk bgtau semua benda ni kan ?

balik topic.kalau tak phm kenapa aku tulis title mcm kt ats tu sila bc cerita ini :
masa sabtu haritu.dah nk balik dah. then suddenly pak cik lan who is my uncle baru smpi aftr hntr anak dia balik maktab perguruan kat seremban.and yeah seperti biasa bila result spm dh nk keluar ni, ayt common "nk amik apa lps ni ?" and ayt common aku "insyaAllah medic.tak kisah memana" and suddenly dia bg idea yg aku rasa hmm , menarik !

idea beliau ialah : suruh aku apply jd C.I.KG.U. yah i know. u can laugh at me if u want to. aku sendiri pun gelak sampai terguling guling kat rumput atuk. kambing kambing pun join terguling tgk aksi aku tu *thee , hiperbola enough ? and my abah pn keep asking "betul ke u tanak amek teaching ni. amek TESL la kat new zealand." and adik aku pun duk pakat sokong ats alsn nnt dorg pun boleh selalu pergi sana. huhh gila tak iklhas pny sokongan. BUT SERIOUSLY , i dont see myself as a teacher. nak kata as a doctor pun tak tau lah. tak terkata. thee :B wht i'm trying to say is aku rasa i dont deserve to hold the teacher position. teacher tu satu career yg teramat mulia. giving knowledge to people from a b c alif ba ta sampai thp infinity. mmg mulia kan ? hee , sb tu lahh sy syg teacher2 sy including TEACHER SHIDA. you rawks teacher mcm ned dlm the school of rock tuu! it just  i dont think i can be a good role model to my student wannabe. LOL. and masa jadi mentor kat maktab dulu mmg aku rasa bersalah gilaa kat mentee aku iffa ,aina dan mizu sb tak byk sgt membantu dorg. bukan kedekut ilmu.in fact ilmu tak cukup nk menurun lg ada aa. tp mmg serious. i tried my best and hope the best fr us. plus i'm not that supergenius like you kan.

you might say "heyy , from time to time you will learn to be a better person. people changes right. it just a matter of time and it depends on you whether you want it or not.so , give it a try la " and my answer is still NO. i knw chances,scholarship skrg ni mmg kena struggle nak dpt. tapi for what kan bazir masa nk buat benda yg kita tak minat langsung. in the end , bila dh tua tgk org lain then baru nk kata "if i can turn back the time , i might at his/her place" well , sory to say. the door of chance has been closed. you hv to stay here. menyesal taksudah kan

*p/s : be who you wanna be. niot what others want you to be. InsyaAllah the satisfication is yours. Allah Maha Adil. and now i'm looking forward to be the best doctor in town. InsyaAllah. AMIN.

123 GO !

YAWW , farah dayana buat belog lama baru. belog lama itu buku  kisah lama. looking forward to write something. any interesting topic ? do let me know kayy :)


*farah dayana never been a typo !