TEACHER WANNABE

whaddup whaddup yaww. so how u doing so far ? great ?

okayy.story telling begin ! hari sabtu which means the day berfore yesterday , aku balik kampung. kampung ku yg indah itu. indah permai. *grr , okayy cut the crap.

emm yeah hari sabtu balik kampung seperti biasa balik hari. tidak bermalam. melawat nenek dan datuk. pagi tu bgn dlm keadaan excited malas gila sb kena bgn bangun pagi. ye fyi , farah dayana seorg sleepyhead yg mmg allergic kpd bangun pagi. its like katil tu nk terbalik baru nk bgn. aftr dressed up semua but still sy pakai tudung dlm kereta sb mama dh bising lmbt , kitaorg gerak. activity dlm kereta : baca novel beastly satu dua page then tdur aklibat menelan panadol. ye i had e fever yg menyebabkan suara sy sengau.gosh.*ye mmg annoying nk bgtau semua benda ni kan ?

balik topic.kalau tak phm kenapa aku tulis title mcm kt ats tu sila bc cerita ini :
masa sabtu haritu.dah nk balik dah. then suddenly pak cik lan who is my uncle baru smpi aftr hntr anak dia balik maktab perguruan kat seremban.and yeah seperti biasa bila result spm dh nk keluar ni, ayt common "nk amik apa lps ni ?" and ayt common aku "insyaAllah medic.tak kisah memana" and suddenly dia bg idea yg aku rasa hmm , menarik !

idea beliau ialah : suruh aku apply jd C.I.KG.U. yah i know. u can laugh at me if u want to. aku sendiri pun gelak sampai terguling guling kat rumput atuk. kambing kambing pun join terguling tgk aksi aku tu *thee , hiperbola enough ? and my abah pn keep asking "betul ke u tanak amek teaching ni. amek TESL la kat new zealand." and adik aku pun duk pakat sokong ats alsn nnt dorg pun boleh selalu pergi sana. huhh gila tak iklhas pny sokongan. BUT SERIOUSLY , i dont see myself as a teacher. nak kata as a doctor pun tak tau lah. tak terkata. thee :B wht i'm trying to say is aku rasa i dont deserve to hold the teacher position. teacher tu satu career yg teramat mulia. giving knowledge to people from a b c alif ba ta sampai thp infinity. mmg mulia kan ? hee , sb tu lahh sy syg teacher2 sy including TEACHER SHIDA. you rawks teacher mcm ned dlm the school of rock tuu! it just  i dont think i can be a good role model to my student wannabe. LOL. and masa jadi mentor kat maktab dulu mmg aku rasa bersalah gilaa kat mentee aku iffa ,aina dan mizu sb tak byk sgt membantu dorg. bukan kedekut ilmu.in fact ilmu tak cukup nk menurun lg ada aa. tp mmg serious. i tried my best and hope the best fr us. plus i'm not that supergenius like you kan.

you might say "heyy , from time to time you will learn to be a better person. people changes right. it just a matter of time and it depends on you whether you want it or not.so , give it a try la " and my answer is still NO. i knw chances,scholarship skrg ni mmg kena struggle nak dpt. tapi for what kan bazir masa nk buat benda yg kita tak minat langsung. in the end , bila dh tua tgk org lain then baru nk kata "if i can turn back the time , i might at his/her place" well , sory to say. the door of chance has been closed. you hv to stay here. menyesal taksudah kan

*p/s : be who you wanna be. niot what others want you to be. InsyaAllah the satisfication is yours. Allah Maha Adil. and now i'm looking forward to be the best doctor in town. InsyaAllah. AMIN.