This guy i have known for 6 years

haii , right now i'm quite sad , depressed , a bit down and feeling empty :(
wanna know why ?
obviously , because this guy up there in my title. no , he's not my boyfriend and will never ever be my boyfriend. insyaAllah bcs sometimes we don't know what fate is about to come isn't it ? he's my bestfriend. my chlidhood friend now turns to be one of the important guy i my life. the guy who knows me bettah than other guy. the guy who know how to comfort me whenever i'm feeling down.  the guy who i can cry on. always lend his ears, shoulders and times for me. the guy who i can be mengada-mengada on. the guy who call i can talk for hours on the phone. the guy who i spill my secret. he knows my crush and so do i. he know my story and so do i. the guy yg suka gossip*sometimes. the guy who give me advice when i can't thinks rationally. the guy yg i suka bergaduh and always bergaduh kalau jumpa and berckp. he's always object my points like wth. ape yg kau tk puas hati dgn aku ni haa -,- but in the end he said "hahaha, sakit hati tak ?" that's really annoyed me but i know he doesn't meant it. the guy who owes me my penyepak dan lempang. and i owe him tutti fruiti. the guy who are doing good in his studies.

so because of ke-geniusan dia , dia dpt offer MARA untuk buat IB dkt KMB and insyaAllah fly in two years time. dh register smlm and Alhamdulillah he's fine there. nasib baik dia tk homesick sb aku bet kau homesick tk penah duduk asrama kan :p i knw his a strong guy and always have the determination spirit :) he always inspired me lah in many ways. i don't know why i'm writing this but i feel wanna write. about him.

aku kenal dia since skolah rendah. we were classmates and tuition-mates. skola rendah dlu kau scandal aku kn ? kau crush aku and aku crush kau. haha. mmg budak2 hbs lah. and skrg everytime kau ckp psl benda ni aku mst segan and trus tkr topik. mcm mana lah aku bole crush kt kau dulu doe -,- then , this friendship continue when we go for the same highschool. jalan empat :) and form 1 sama class. glad that happen :) so sama-sama , smpi lah f4 aku dpt pegi mrsm. but glad enough we never lost contact. kau lah among the people yg aku call and text bila aku homesick, bila aku rasa senior annoying, bila aku tk fhm bio phy kau aku carik paksa terangkan. so mcm2 lah kan. long list to go :)

jadi , bila kau dh dapat msk IB ni aku agk sedih lah kau dh busy skrg. we can't talk like we usually do. only when we really hv our free times nnt kita lepak tutti fruiti lah. agk nya mcm ni lah kau rasa kn mse aku msk UM ni dlu. kau call mlm mmg aku tk angkt sb dh tdur. kau text berjam-jam br aku dpt reply. tak tau bila dpt dgr kau annoying dan suka bajet perasan handsome. now karma is turning back to me. tk pe aku fhm. but i'm happy lah he got what he really really want. jgn risau u always have my back :) this friendship doesn't end here and will never end. kau bestfriend aku smpi bila2. kau kawin pn nnt biar aku jd wedding planner kau. that's for sure :) you know what pdot , masa aku bc cmmnt yg kau post kt awie hrtu psl aku and kau kata "haah kwn. dr kecik smpi besar same je perangai dia tk berubah" haha , aku nangis duh bc cmmnt yg kau tulis mcm tu. it's like mmg kau kenal aku sgt :) sukaaa <3

so if you guys wondering who he is ; Firdaus Ghazali :) kalau nk tgk muka cari lah kt fb aku lelaki yg annoying kt wall aku tu dia lah. this guy is one of the guys who worth for me to cry if i lost him. enough said , his a great guy :)

btw , again , his not my boyfriend yahh. please don't misunderstood this post. i just wanna appreciate him as my BESTFRIEND :)