Another Big Steps

oh firstly sorry about my previous entry yg senget benget tu. the words were everywhere and fyi aku dh edit like two times. and tht time pun dh nk almost 4 a.m. So my bed was drumming so loud and asked me to dream with it ;) so panggilan katil mana buleh tolak kan. so i decided to post it jelah no matter how messy it will look like. kalau korg tak paham apa yg aku tulis kat previous entry tu pun takpe. it was just a survey that i did and post it in my blog because i've had run out of idea about what to post.

so the result for upu dah keluar right ? kpd anda-anda yg belum check tu sila lah rajin kan diri pergi check instead of membuang masa layan fb je tapi benda penting tak buat. well , as for me sangat bersyukur lah. i dapat UM asasi sains ayat which also known as PASUM. So now , i tolak matrik and nak pergi sini. LIKE SERIOUSLY nak pergi. what choice do i have now kan ? matrik dgn upu ni jelah. mmg i got several offers from private college and my parents are willing to sponsor the fees. and yeah maybe you can asked me to apply for MARA loan etc. but still aku bangga dgn IPTA kat malaysia. kenapa nak susah2 masuk private college sedangkan dh dpt kerajaan punya kan ? duit mummy dgn abah tu biar lah simpan tuk adik2 aku yg lagi tiga org tuu.

kenapa pilih UM ? bukan kau mintak yg MARA scholarship tu ke ? dude , program mara tu bukan semua org dapat. so the result will be announce on 16th may mengikut kata orang mara lah. tak tau lah kalau dorg nk postpone ke hape enn. yeahh , i've been through the interview which i think was quite good and cool. jambatan tak roboh kott. BANGGA. and masa kat sana lah i felt the longest one minute ever in my life. tulahh dulu tak reti nak mange masa betul2. sedar kah anda sebenarnya one minute tu agk lama kalau kita manfaat kan betul2 ? and frankly speaking i don't wanna put high hopes in this program. bcs i knw competition is LIKE WHOAAA ! i don't wanna hope like setinggi gunung aku dapat benda tuu. i've promised to myself and my mum kalau tak dapat benda ni i won't cry. sedih tu boleh lah. but still i've UM right ? my dreams still can be achieve even tak dapat mara tuu. aftre all , semua nya depends on us jugak yg nak transform kan our dreams into reality isn't it ? so yeahh , here are something to share about what happened yesterday.

it was already 1230pm and i still didn't woke up from my bed. before that , around 9am my mum text me and asked about the UPU. so denga mata kuyu tak larat nak bukak i replied , belum lagi lah maa. pukul 12 nnt. then aku sambung tidoq. pastu bapak ku pulak call and asked me to check now. and i was like "abahhhh , pukul 12 lah. jgn lah kacau ara nk tidur." and my father said "lahh , tak bangun lagi. kwn abah kata dh boleh check" dgn tutup mata , i felt like i talked while i sleep "belum lagi. ara dh check semlam tapi tak boleh.abah nk tidur mengantuk. bye" and then adalah beberapa kali my mum call tapi aku tak angkat. pehh mmg jahat kan ? but then i woke up around 1235 pm and chcek phone ada msg from my father kata " dapat UM asasi sains hayat pun ok" aku blurr fila still didn't get what my father trying to say. aku pun terus pi on pc semua. and benda pertama aku bukak fb -,- aku tau mmg tak senonoh punya perangai. aku pi kat group 3rd batch kb tu nak carik link nk check upu tu sb aku malas nak carik sendiri. senangnya hidup kan ada byk kwn yg bermurah hati bagi segala info ? <3 so dh dpt semua masuk number ic then click the button masuk. tadaaaa , UM asasi sanis hayat. and now baru aku paham apa yg bapak aku cuba sampai kan. pehh expert sungguh sampai baik hati tolong check kan naa. aku pun call bpk aku ckp " eii abah ni sibuk lah check dulu. tak surprise tau" hha , then my father just laughed.

so when i told my mum about this and my mum said "kak long sure nak pergi sini. bila masuk sini then you have to strive tau. no more lepak2 dah sb kak long dah lama lepak2. kena study balik mcm dulu okay ?"
and i said "okayy mummy. don't worry. ara ada paan. nanti paan yg genius tuu boleh tolong ara. lagipun semua genius2 KB masuk sana. raihan pun ada. so i think i will be fine"

soon i will make a big step forward. jadi budak U dah. mcm tak percaya tapi kena percaya. sebab bila umur bertambah kita makin menghampiri alam perkahwinan. GAHHH , KENAPA LATELY AKU SUKA CKP PASAL KAWIN ? GELI TAU DAK ?!

AKHIR KATA : i'm gonna RUN UP this HILL :)