there will never be a goodbye ;)

okay friends , lets make it easy bcs i really don't know how to put this into words. well yeah , saya bukan munsyi dewan yg terror bab2 ayat ni.

hmm , skrg kn its the time for most spm leavers (*bcs some of them already started the college life bfr result keluar lagi.genius kan?) to make another big step in their life. yeap , the college life. tak kisah lah dpt mana, matriks ke upu , it's just the same that we are going to study AGAIN. and this time things gonna be tougher and we need to be smarter ;) so yeah , the matriks student and uitm students were already registered last monday. so before that mmg byk lah farewell pny reunion. everybody is wishing goodbye take care good luck all the best keep in touch bla bla bla. so yeah , siapa tak sedih kan ? but this things are really important in our life right ? don't worry lah. kita bukan duduk zaman batu yg kalau nk contact kena guna utusan burung merapti takpun bagi signal asap kan ? we do have phones and facebook. bila free time boleh texting calling and facebook-ing kan ? going to the new places , one thing is certain we gonna have the new experiences. experiences that make some of us eager to explore and some afraid(mostly yg dpt jauh takut sb homesick). aku fhm perasaan korg. don't worry. homesick tu normal okay. lama2 korg akan bljr nk adapt with the situation and all your tears will dry. and kalau ada yg kata"eiwww, mengadew lah kaww nk homesick pulak.chillww sudeww" well shut up lah rempit. kau takde perasaan rindu mak bpk ke ? i know things not gonna be the same. but there are other thing in this world we need to see , we need to explore kan? sb tu kena move on. and i wrote this actually because i wanna dedicate it to my best girlfriend;

try to find raihan and me. !

haha dude , kena tipu. yess might find me but not raihan. she's not in the picture becasue she wasn't here. heh , she was represnting the school for handball competition. THEEE :) so yeah , why i wrote about her? what are so special about her ? well yeah , she's my bestfriends since i was in the kinder garden and the 12 years friendship is still been counting. harap2 sampai bila2 lah kn jd bestfriend. and thru those years mmg byk yg kitorg share. eventhough mase f4 kita separate. aku msk mrsm and kau stay jln4 but i'm glad kita tak lost contact and still keep in touch mcm biasa. and i'm glad that our mom really make a good friends right ? soon she gonna make her way to achieve her dream. doctor. and specialist in kanak2. yeah , we share the same ambition too :) mula2 dia dpt offer sama dgn aku dkt UM and i was really happy like i wanna jump all the day ;) but the bila result mara keluar , thing was change. she got the offer but not for me. dpt offer buat medic kt middle east for 6 years(watta lama weyy) and yg buat aku lagi culture shock is she gonna fly on this september. yg lain semua buat foundation Alevel at least one year dlu. tapi dia lagi 3 months nk fly and 30 ni register kat shah putra kuantan persediaan 3 bulan. at first mmg dia dilemma nk pergi ke tak , but after doing istikharah and thought that this chance dtg once in her life time so no reason she should refuse it right ? bak kata pengat "dh sugar daddy nk sponsor". she decided to go. i'm happy for her. i mean like yeahh. as long as dia happy aku happy. so i gonna miss her like hell here. dulu masa aku msk mrsm baru 3 months tak jumpa pun mcm "eh gemuk nya kau eh kurus lah. eh asl ni asl tu." bygkan 3 months pn dh mcm tu ni lagi lah 6 tahun? imagine it 0.0 no , i can't figure it out how. i know at least once in a year kau akn balik tgk bangi. kata nnt mesti rindu bangi en. so insyaAllah we will meet up :)

i know things will not gonna be the same without you. you don't have to give a damn about something that can push you down. just do your own thing and make sure it works :) there will never be a goodbye in this friendship*unless if you wanna throw me away from your life. all the best :)