maybe this distance hurt, but why can't we be like them ?
take care x)
xoxo
HELO X3'S :)
lemme count berapa lama aku tk update blog. last entry was on september. now it's oredi november. so i guess around two months jugak kan ? so who cares. i don't feel like writing anything these days. teheee :D plus kalau bagi reason tkde masa that will be the most cliche reason kan ?
so hii. ssuupp ? hopes you guys are doing good. stay awesome and stay real bebi. today i feel like wanna share about my new life in um *takde ah baru sgt since dh satu sem pun hbs aku study kt um tu* TEHEEE :D another one sem to go then i'm off to maaa degreee ! awesome kan how times flies ?
okay cut the crap. so i'm an asasi hayat student in PASUM (fyi, Pusat Asasi Sains Universiti Malaya). since budak hayat ramai sgt so we're divided into two groups. hayat 1 and hayat 2. hayat 1 occupied around 400+ students while hayat dua aroun 200+ je. and guess what ?! masa check nama dulu i'm in hayat 2 while kwn2 aku semua hayat 1. how naiseee um treat me -,- first mmg aku sumpah seranah gk ah apesal aku sorg je dlm hayat dua. nak nangis woo. but then after two weeks, bila dh start masuk group tutorial i find myself okay. so i was placed in X3 group. hayat dua pny tutorial group starts from X1,X2,X3,Y1,Y2,Y3,Z1,Z2 and Z3.
My X3's buddies are so awesome yaa. be jealous :3 because so far observation gue *dlm hayat dua je ah* X3 the best. okay you might feel menyampah and said eleh minah ni nak up kan group dia letuwww. go on nak ckp ape but i love them till death. so lemme introduce them :
Min- our ketua yg kuuuuwwls.
feezyha - umg feezyha sangat baik !
fatin, amal and ekin - ni geng kelate tigo org. kalau dorg start kelate dorg mmg pfftt kena gelak !
yanie and aishu - yanie kitorg panggil lisa surihani bcs her name is suriyani sound like surihani.bestie dgn aishu. they're both cute !
anne : fine and baik jugakkk !
amalina and ana : dorg dua mmg ah kelakar gilaa lagi2 amalina! kdg2 i can laugh just by watching her act. and they both suka makan. so kalau nk keluar pergi mid mkn mmg ajk dorg.
liyana: dia pny suara high pitch. kalau gelak fuhh !
tili, mama and aiesya : currently, this three awesome ppl aku paling rapat. tili is my twin btw. we're
sharing the same birthday date ! mama, her actual name is syaheerah. but we called her mama sb perangai-suka bebel-caring dia mcm mama. aiesya even paling tua dlm group. but she's like a baby!
okay move on to the boys. oh wait dlm X3 ade 6org je lelaki. silly rite ?
amirul : he's nice. pendiam maybe. rarely talk to him
helmi: okay dia pun pendiam jugak. but mama he's not actually. idk
hazim: oh God ! dia ni baik sgt tahuu. and innocent sometimes. teheee. sory hazim :D
Fakhrul: budak paling popular dlm hayat dua sb dia suka kepada ke-hot-an. popular smpi kena panggil k-pop. scandal dgn min dia ni. slalu kantoi dating duaorg.
amir : ex MTD. who i find nice and genius. oh nvw, his aiesya pny. lol
Bob: masa introduce diri dulu bagan byk nickname dia. boboy,bob,zack and hazrim. he's super lawak and cool. dia kalau gelak 1km pn bole dgr. tk pyh pusing blkg nk tgk sape gelak sb dh tau tu dia.
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| btw, sory i got this lazy ass to rotate this pic. so sorry guys |
so yeah i'm enjoying my two weeks semester break right now. take care everyone !
I'm an expert
I'm good in procrastinating. and if u are not good in it, ask me how :B blergghh.
okay, living in the land of SMARTies is fucking depressing. you'll always feel dumb. rasa mcm woii apehal dia ni dlm class duk boleh relax lagi main angry birds, tp bila lecturer tanya mcm gampang je boleh jawab. siap boleh explain lagi kt org depan dia yg tak fhm. while aku yg punya lah tahan mengantuk gila babs, and trying to give 100% in the class pn kena fikir dua tiga kali and refer dua tiga buku nk jawab soalan. pressure enough ? and my final is just around the corner yet so many syllabus need to be cover. being a procrastinator is a NO-NO situation for me right now. i need to change it. like right now.
okay gtg, i want to watch 4 episodes of Sofiyya on tonton then i'll start my revision. ok boleh ? *dush. tadi br kata nk berubah.*
okay, living in the land of SMARTies is fucking depressing. you'll always feel dumb. rasa mcm woii apehal dia ni dlm class duk boleh relax lagi main angry birds, tp bila lecturer tanya mcm gampang je boleh jawab. siap boleh explain lagi kt org depan dia yg tak fhm. while aku yg punya lah tahan mengantuk gila babs, and trying to give 100% in the class pn kena fikir dua tiga kali and refer dua tiga buku nk jawab soalan. pressure enough ? and my final is just around the corner yet so many syllabus need to be cover. being a procrastinator is a NO-NO situation for me right now. i need to change it. like right now.
okay gtg, i want to watch 4 episodes of Sofiyya on tonton then i'll start my revision. ok boleh ? *dush. tadi br kata nk berubah.*
Reminiscing the past
You rarely text me to say 'i love you'. you text just to wish me goodnight. but when you do text i love you, it was all of sudden, and i knew at that moment you're either really down or happy (in your own excited state). And when i asked you why you did that ? you said ' sb kalau i tgh down i knew you're the only one who can bring me up and you're the reason why i wanna fight it back and if i tgh happy, you're the reason why i still can feel the happiness.'
you know how cute it is when you text me whenever i came across your mind ;) just to let you know, it's hard here. when i'm alone. when i saw someone who look like you. when i saw couples are dating. when i saw the girl smiles back at her boyfriend. when i saw couples skype-ing. when i saw couples have their dinner together. when i saw couple go to class together. it's hurt me even more.
okay i'm crying now... byee. as if you read this, *okay i knw you won't read* k bye.
you know how cute it is when you text me whenever i came across your mind ;) just to let you know, it's hard here. when i'm alone. when i saw someone who look like you. when i saw couples are dating. when i saw the girl smiles back at her boyfriend. when i saw couples skype-ing. when i saw couples have their dinner together. when i saw couple go to class together. it's hurt me even more.
okay i'm crying now... byee. as if you read this, *okay i knw you won't read* k bye.
Selamat Hari Raya
Salam.
okay i know it's kind of late to wish Selamat Hari Raya since its already 8th of Syawal. but so what ? raya sebulan kan ?
so yeah, really had so much fun during the raya celebration. Glad that everyone came back to kampung including pak cik omar and family from singapore. and on the third raya, busu Sal's family and Mak ngah Zahri came back to celebrate raya at kampung. Happy to see my mum and busu sal happily laughing and teased each other. my mum kalau gelak sampai org lain pun berjangkit gelak sama :) and first day mkn mcm nk pecah perut. segala jenis rendang smua telan. lemang berapa byk tah mkn.
so here's are some picture. lets the picture does the talking :
and of course the kids brighten up the cherish during Hari Raya !
and i wonder kenapa certain people said "tahun ni tak rasa mood nk raya?" oh come on !
okay i know it's kind of late to wish Selamat Hari Raya since its already 8th of Syawal. but so what ? raya sebulan kan ?
so yeah, really had so much fun during the raya celebration. Glad that everyone came back to kampung including pak cik omar and family from singapore. and on the third raya, busu Sal's family and Mak ngah Zahri came back to celebrate raya at kampung. Happy to see my mum and busu sal happily laughing and teased each other. my mum kalau gelak sampai org lain pun berjangkit gelak sama :) and first day mkn mcm nk pecah perut. segala jenis rendang smua telan. lemang berapa byk tah mkn.
so here's are some picture. lets the picture does the talking :
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| introducing the Kamarudin's |
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| time ni mmg muka semua tahan gelak |
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| Pak cik Omar and family |
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| angah and family |
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| mak yah and family |
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| the cousins. *ahh,how time flies* |
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| the sibling |
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| Introducing the Ismail's |
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| nisa ! |
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| aisyah and sarah |
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| model wanna be |
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| this is my baby ! |
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| the most busiest photographer of the day. |
it's not the right time
nak post something. about how i feel right now. T.T
but i guess it's not the right time. lemme calm down first. biar hati ni boleh terima. biar tak terasa sangat.
so i guess, i need to fix my heart. screw up mana yg longgar biar jadi kuat kental bergaya. put on happy face. like pedepap tampal muka gembira lps tu keluar pergi class everyday dgn muka gembira. i wanna face the world like heroes. *eceyy,ayat siapa lah tu kan.
I AM SUPERWANITA
gahaha gedik nya lah. eh biadap nya ckp mcm tu. suka hati aku lah derr. okay kenapa aku rasa mcm kewls skrg ? dah nk get ready keluar berbuka. VILLAGE VIEW here i come bobeh !
*p/s: i'll find the right time. pray for me okay so i can stay strong/ i love you guys :*
okay jgn berebut smua org dpt kiss saya. dush.
but i guess it's not the right time. lemme calm down first. biar hati ni boleh terima. biar tak terasa sangat.
so i guess, i need to fix my heart. screw up mana yg longgar biar jadi kuat kental bergaya. put on happy face. like pedepap tampal muka gembira lps tu keluar pergi class everyday dgn muka gembira. i wanna face the world like heroes. *eceyy,ayat siapa lah tu kan.
I AM SUPERWANITA
gahaha gedik nya lah. eh biadap nya ckp mcm tu. suka hati aku lah derr. okay kenapa aku rasa mcm kewls skrg ? dah nk get ready keluar berbuka. VILLAGE VIEW here i come bobeh !
*p/s: i'll find the right time. pray for me okay so i can stay strong/ i love you guys :*
okay jgn berebut smua org dpt kiss saya. dush.
appreciate the friendship we bulid
just now in the class i just heard this conversation :
Girl A : eh tu kwn kau kan ?
Girl B : mana ?
Girl A : tu*sambil tgn tunjuk kt pintu masuk auditorium
Girl B : Aah la. aku dh lupa dh psl dia. mcm mne kau bole ingat lagi ?
hmm , maybe korg tk fhm apa aku nk cerita. here the story goes ;
tutorial start two weeks after kuliah. so before that kita mmg tk kenal sape2 dlm class. so most of us first day baru nk jumpa tny "hi nama awak sape ?" smua. sng cerita first day kiorg build a new friendship with the strangers. in this case maybe Girl B tu kwn dgn budak yg dilupakan tu sepanjang dua minggu kuliah tu. after two weeks, we were devided into 9 groups. so probably Girl B tu tk sama group dgn budak yg dilupakan tu. since dh tak sama group, maybe dorg dh jarang jumpa. and girl B tu kwn lah dgn org baru(Girl A) yg sama group dgn dia. fyi, bila dh divide into group mmg kitorg pny jadual totally change. ada group tutorial pagi ada petang. yg sama jadual is the kuliah. physically, girl A ni lawa lah nk compare dgn budak yg dilupakan tu. like more modern pandai smua. girl B ni pn nmpk mcm jenis org yg berkwn org yg category "hot lah jugak". maybe after dh jumpa girl A ni girl B dh tk ingt langsung psl kwn dia yg pernah teman dia pergi kuliah spnjg dua minggu tu. maybe jumpa pn dh tk ckp hi ke ape ke.
so just put yourself in that girl yg dilupakan tu , what do you feel ? mesti sedih kan? can't imagine bila ada org bole ckp mcmtu. aku yg dgr ni pn sakit hati rasa nk pusing belakang ckp je kau ingat kau dh kwn dgn org hot kau bole lupa kwn kau dlu. wtf ?! *eh puasa. tarik balik. aku bole accept lagi kalau dorg dh tak jadi serapat dulu pergi kuilah sama2 bagai. tapi kalau dh tak rapat pun kwn tetap kwn. jumpa pn hi still kena hi.
dear guys , jgn lah mcm tu kay. it's not nice la. remember karma is always gonna turning back at you. mana tau one day girl A tu pulak yg bole lupa kau. if you really tak nak ada kwn yg tak se-level dgn kau , don't bulid the friendship at first. bcs friendship is the hardest tied to break.
i may look like this penyibuk yg nk amik kisah psl org. sory that's just me. bila aku duk sorg dlm class tnggu mama dgn aiesya tk dtg lagi instead of playing games on my phone , aku jd observer tak bertauliah kejap. tgk org msk dewan, dgr ape org depan blkg ckp. haha , it's not nice actually. but i have a fully well function ears. thanks -,- and yeah , to girl B , sory if i simply judge you that way.
Girl A : eh tu kwn kau kan ?
Girl B : mana ?
Girl A : tu*sambil tgn tunjuk kt pintu masuk auditorium
Girl B : Aah la. aku dh lupa dh psl dia. mcm mne kau bole ingat lagi ?
hmm , maybe korg tk fhm apa aku nk cerita. here the story goes ;
tutorial start two weeks after kuliah. so before that kita mmg tk kenal sape2 dlm class. so most of us first day baru nk jumpa tny "hi nama awak sape ?" smua. sng cerita first day kiorg build a new friendship with the strangers. in this case maybe Girl B tu kwn dgn budak yg dilupakan tu sepanjang dua minggu kuliah tu. after two weeks, we were devided into 9 groups. so probably Girl B tu tk sama group dgn budak yg dilupakan tu. since dh tak sama group, maybe dorg dh jarang jumpa. and girl B tu kwn lah dgn org baru(Girl A) yg sama group dgn dia. fyi, bila dh divide into group mmg kitorg pny jadual totally change. ada group tutorial pagi ada petang. yg sama jadual is the kuliah. physically, girl A ni lawa lah nk compare dgn budak yg dilupakan tu. like more modern pandai smua. girl B ni pn nmpk mcm jenis org yg berkwn org yg category "hot lah jugak". maybe after dh jumpa girl A ni girl B dh tk ingt langsung psl kwn dia yg pernah teman dia pergi kuliah spnjg dua minggu tu. maybe jumpa pn dh tk ckp hi ke ape ke.
so just put yourself in that girl yg dilupakan tu , what do you feel ? mesti sedih kan? can't imagine bila ada org bole ckp mcmtu. aku yg dgr ni pn sakit hati rasa nk pusing belakang ckp je kau ingat kau dh kwn dgn org hot kau bole lupa kwn kau dlu. wtf ?! *eh puasa. tarik balik. aku bole accept lagi kalau dorg dh tak jadi serapat dulu pergi kuilah sama2 bagai. tapi kalau dh tak rapat pun kwn tetap kwn. jumpa pn hi still kena hi.
dear guys , jgn lah mcm tu kay. it's not nice la. remember karma is always gonna turning back at you. mana tau one day girl A tu pulak yg bole lupa kau. if you really tak nak ada kwn yg tak se-level dgn kau , don't bulid the friendship at first. bcs friendship is the hardest tied to break.
i may look like this penyibuk yg nk amik kisah psl org. sory that's just me. bila aku duk sorg dlm class tnggu mama dgn aiesya tk dtg lagi instead of playing games on my phone , aku jd observer tak bertauliah kejap. tgk org msk dewan, dgr ape org depan blkg ckp. haha , it's not nice actually. but i have a fully well function ears. thanks -,- and yeah , to girl B , sory if i simply judge you that way.
FAITH RAMADHAN
alahai lama nya lah kan tak tekan button biru new post dekat blog ni haa.
okay so hows yr ramadhan ? *bace soalan then jwb sendiri .
18 tahun hidup so far ni kali ke 9 berpuasa penuh. darjah 1-3 puasa half day. blum pukul 12 aku dh guling guling dh depan tv ckp dgn mama NAK BUKA PUASA SEKARANG JUGAK. lps tu bila mama bagi buka, aku mkn oreo je. mcm tk berbaloi gila kan ? hmm btw Praise to Allah for giving the chances nk berpuasa lagi tahun ni. He give the chances so that i can grab all the fadhilat berkat tambah pahala yg melimpah ruah during this month isn't it ? but somehow i was wondering;syaitan smua dh kena ikat but then kenapa ada lagi org yg buat jahat ? can someone please explain it to me ?*cepatla saya tengah buat muka comel hagemaru ni. okay shut up.
so let's relate faith in islam because faith is about trust and confidence. strong belief in religion.
Narrated Annas
we are asked to follow the sunnah. Obey what can and what can't in islam. but somehow what forbid us from doing all this ? i'm sure none of the parents would forbid their children to does good thing right ? so IT IS OUR LAZINESS AND LAY-IT-BACK ATTITUDE. simple sunnah, simple senario-eating while sitting (that's sunnah) ; if i'm in the kitchen want to have some bread with nutella. since it is "snack" so i prefer eat standing or walking out from the kitchen because i used to think "aahhh , it's just a couple of bites" so why don't i make such an effort to sit down and finish it first ? yeah you know the answer;it's because of my lazy attitude. so guys switch it to the prophetic ones. nak dpt plus point tak ? *plus point i mean here is the pahala.
okay so hows yr ramadhan ? *bace soalan then jwb sendiri .
18 tahun hidup so far ni kali ke 9 berpuasa penuh. darjah 1-3 puasa half day. blum pukul 12 aku dh guling guling dh depan tv ckp dgn mama NAK BUKA PUASA SEKARANG JUGAK. lps tu bila mama bagi buka, aku mkn oreo je. mcm tk berbaloi gila kan ? hmm btw Praise to Allah for giving the chances nk berpuasa lagi tahun ni. He give the chances so that i can grab all the fadhilat berkat tambah pahala yg melimpah ruah during this month isn't it ? but somehow i was wondering;syaitan smua dh kena ikat but then kenapa ada lagi org yg buat jahat ? can someone please explain it to me ?*cepatla saya tengah buat muka comel hagemaru ni. okay shut up.
so let's relate faith in islam because faith is about trust and confidence. strong belief in religion.
"None of you will have faith till he loves Allah and me more than his father,his children and all mankind" -The prophet said
this is some kind of reminder to all muslims and me , myself ;
we are asked to follow the sunnah. Obey what can and what can't in islam. but somehow what forbid us from doing all this ? i'm sure none of the parents would forbid their children to does good thing right ? so IT IS OUR LAZINESS AND LAY-IT-BACK ATTITUDE. simple sunnah, simple senario-eating while sitting (that's sunnah) ; if i'm in the kitchen want to have some bread with nutella. since it is "snack" so i prefer eat standing or walking out from the kitchen because i used to think "aahhh , it's just a couple of bites" so why don't i make such an effort to sit down and finish it first ? yeah you know the answer;it's because of my lazy attitude. so guys switch it to the prophetic ones. nak dpt plus point tak ? *plus point i mean here is the pahala.
IMMA SO LAZZYYY !
Hi !
heh , bila dh tulis title tu rasa mcm nak nyanyi lagu the lazy song by bruno mars. Sat nk play lagu tu kt lappy ni. and now jom nyanyi sama2!
oh btw, last entry cerita pasal saya duk cuti seminggu for study leave. and suppose to be bila dh cuti rajin lah kn nk update blog. ni tak, cuti dh nk habis baru lah aku reti nk update. nafsu kemalasan mengatasi nafsu kerajinan. so what i did on my holiday ? 40%tidur. 20%tengok tv 30%keluar merayau 10%study. duhh how come study 10% je padahal next week ni mid sem ? heh biasalah budak2 takde kesedaran lagi -,- btw kita dh beli baju raya :) purple, hijau and blue. so siapa yg sama kaler dgn kita ? nnt raya kita amik gmbr sama2 style boria ok ?
okay dh nk study. esok start mid-sem paper biology FQAH 0112 T.T i'm dying sakit kepala hafal nama taxanomy yg pelik2 ni. wish me luck k ?
and one more thing, selamat berpuasa yaa muslim sekalian :)
heh , bila dh tulis title tu rasa mcm nak nyanyi lagu the lazy song by bruno mars. Sat nk play lagu tu kt lappy ni. and now jom nyanyi sama2!
oh btw, last entry cerita pasal saya duk cuti seminggu for study leave. and suppose to be bila dh cuti rajin lah kn nk update blog. ni tak, cuti dh nk habis baru lah aku reti nk update. nafsu kemalasan mengatasi nafsu kerajinan. so what i did on my holiday ? 40%tidur. 20%tengok tv 30%keluar merayau 10%study. duhh how come study 10% je padahal next week ni mid sem ? heh biasalah budak2 takde kesedaran lagi -,- btw kita dh beli baju raya :) purple, hijau and blue. so siapa yg sama kaler dgn kita ? nnt raya kita amik gmbr sama2 style boria ok ?
okay dh nk study. esok start mid-sem paper biology FQAH 0112 T.T i'm dying sakit kepala hafal nama taxanomy yg pelik2 ni. wish me luck k ?
and one more thing, selamat berpuasa yaa muslim sekalian :)
ESOK CUTI DOHH
BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM
ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAHHIWABAKATUH
BAGI MENYEMPURNAKAN TITAH PERINTAH SERI PADUKA PENGARAH PUSAT ASASI SAINS UNIVERSITI MALAYA, SETELAH DIPERKENANKAN OLEH DULI-DULI YG MULIA PARA PENSYARAH PUSAT ASASI SAINS UNIVERSITI MALAYA, MAKA ADALAH DENGAN INI SAYA MENGISYTIHARKAN BAHAWA TARIKH BERCUTI PELAJAR PUSAT ASASI SAINS UNIVERSITI MALAYA TELAH DITETAPKAN PADA 22 JULAI 2011 - 31 JULAI 2011.
SEKIAN.
OKAY DUDE? got what i mean ? esok lps class kul 5 boleh chow balik duduk serumah seminggu ! hoyeahh , i'm freaking excited *even every week pn balik.
okay hi bangi. hi tutti fruiti. hi movie. hi shopping. oh and yeah , hi books. hi mid sem.
k bye blog.
megan nicole the new star
haii , blog saya dh bersawang kan skrg ? can't find the right time nk update sb kebusy-an yg melanda. *reason yg typical enough. lol.
okay now nk cerita pasal this brand new star who bestowed with the name MEGAN NICOLE. actually dia dh lama jd star dh pun. dia cover song and youtube pny star. smua lagu*okay bukan smua lah alaa tp u knw what i mean , dia suka buat cover song lagu artist. aku mula start layan cover dia pn bila faama , si bestie kecik aku tu suruh aku dgr. dia mmg die hard fan megan nicole. kalau megan nicole tweet kata lg one hour cover song br nk upload dkt youtube , every 10mins dia refresh megan nicole pny youtube channel semata2 nk jd among the earliest ppl yg tgk video tu. so since dh jadi cover song star , tak sah ah kalau tk de satu lagu sendiri. heh , jadi di sini saya nk promote megan nicole pny FIRST ORIGINAL SONG yg bertajuk b-e-a-utiful. see baik kan aku faama promote kan megan nicole kau ? nnt tweet megan nicole suruh dia baca blog aku okay ? kalau dia tak fhm malay*for sure dia tk fhm, kau translate kan utk dia naa. so here's the official music video which has been uploaded a few days ago ;
oh btw , try to listen dia pny cover song. especially yg cover song next to you dgn lazy song. seriously comel okay with her super awesome voice. and yeah nk suruh jugak korg dgr lagi satu cover song pny star; maddi jane. ini budak kecik baru*i mean she's 13 or something tp ada suara yg super amazing.
heihh , bila dh layan youtube ni tiba2 rindu pulak nk tgk dua budak kecik alexa and eliana. dh lama tk tgk dorg pny video. eliana pny pipi tu mesti makin tembam besar smpi rasa nk tarik2 je ddk depan screen ni. okay , nk pergi tgk video dorg kejap bfr i start with my physics report. byeee <3
okay now nk cerita pasal this brand new star who bestowed with the name MEGAN NICOLE. actually dia dh lama jd star dh pun. dia cover song and youtube pny star. smua lagu*okay bukan smua lah alaa tp u knw what i mean , dia suka buat cover song lagu artist. aku mula start layan cover dia pn bila faama , si bestie kecik aku tu suruh aku dgr. dia mmg die hard fan megan nicole. kalau megan nicole tweet kata lg one hour cover song br nk upload dkt youtube , every 10mins dia refresh megan nicole pny youtube channel semata2 nk jd among the earliest ppl yg tgk video tu. so since dh jadi cover song star , tak sah ah kalau tk de satu lagu sendiri. heh , jadi di sini saya nk promote megan nicole pny FIRST ORIGINAL SONG yg bertajuk b-e-a-utiful. see baik kan aku faama promote kan megan nicole kau ? nnt tweet megan nicole suruh dia baca blog aku okay ? kalau dia tak fhm malay*for sure dia tk fhm, kau translate kan utk dia naa. so here's the official music video which has been uploaded a few days ago ;
oh btw , try to listen dia pny cover song. especially yg cover song next to you dgn lazy song. seriously comel okay with her super awesome voice. and yeah nk suruh jugak korg dgr lagi satu cover song pny star; maddi jane. ini budak kecik baru*i mean she's 13 or something tp ada suara yg super amazing.
heihh , bila dh layan youtube ni tiba2 rindu pulak nk tgk dua budak kecik alexa and eliana. dh lama tk tgk dorg pny video. eliana pny pipi tu mesti makin tembam besar smpi rasa nk tarik2 je ddk depan screen ni. okay , nk pergi tgk video dorg kejap bfr i start with my physics report. byeee <3
feebleminded
i don't know what happen to me lately for being this reaalllyy noob and dumb. rasa nk ketuk kepala je tkpun tanam muka 7 kaki. waaa , enviroment kt um ni mmg serious mengubah aku jd noobstar skrg.
here's why ;
#1 This usually happened in my class lah bila nk salin lecturer notes guna pen. my pen is like yg ada cap nk tutup tu. bkn yg click punya. so after class hbs , dgn kabut nya nk kemas bag , i was searching for my pen cap sb nk tutup balik kalau tak ink kering T.T and this thing mmg serious laa buat aku bengang. aku slalu tak jumpa pen cap aku tu. hbs angkt segala file dah , tny kwn ada tak nmpk, cari bwh kerusi meja, tanya org depan dgn ayat "awak, nmpk tak pen cap saya ni" bilaa dia kata tkde i was like erughhh :/ mana ni ! then suddenly i realize it was on my left hand. i hold it on my left hand the whole class -..-
#2 aku tanya kwn aku "weh pukul berapa skrg ?" and kwn aku ckp dia tk pakai jam and she asked me back "eh bukan kau pakai jam ke ?" and i said " tak aku lupa nk pakai tinggal kt bilik" dia buat muka pelik dah and said "dol, yg kat tangan kau tu kau pakai apa ? tali ?" wattaaaafick lah kn jam ada kn tgn tu pn bole tk perasan. mana pegi function touch receptor kau ?
#3 okay this incident happened to me a few days ago. i was having dinner with my family. so i ordered lychee for my drinks. normalnya , dia akn bg sekali buah lychee dua tiga ketul kan ? so they provided lah the spoon in the glass to ease us eat that lychee. kalau tak jenuh nk korek masuk tangan smua tu. but then , aku mcm gilaa khusyuk mkn and konon nk bajet pro lah kan. aku nk minum then i took the glass and without looking apa yg aku msk kan dlm mulut nk sedut air tu. so then i sucked up the drink, but degilnyaa air tu tk naik. so i tried very hard sedut lagi kuat2. tak naik jugak :/ air aku hbs ke apa ni ? then suddenly aku perasan satu family pandang aku and i said WHATTTTT ? and my adik said " you sucked up using the spoon not the straw" padan lah tak naik air tu -..-
#4 this incident also happened recently. like i said , i'm being dumb and dull lately. i'm staying at my hostel and i room is at level 6. so i have to take the lift if i wanna go to my room. nak naik tangga drpd ground floor ? smpi level 4 je kaki dh lembik. trust me. i've tried it. so i was walking alone to my room. it was late night i think so mmg sunyi lah tkde org. so i press the button up and the lift opened. i entered the lift and standing there. after a few mins the lift opened back, someone's entered the lift and i thought i was already at level 6. bila aku keluar lift "eh asal level sama ni "*pelikgilaa. pusing balik and org yg masuk lift tu tadi kata "awak tak tekan button level brp tadi. sb tu lift ni tak gerak and stay kn ground floor ni " bapak laaa maluu weyy aku dgn dia. HAHA, like seriously aku berdiri dlm lift tu a few mins tanpa lift tu bergerak pn sb aku lupa press button apa. SUMPAH MALU. msti org ingat aku tk reti naik lift kan :/ tapi mmg pun. aku slalu lupa nk press the button level brp. slalu bila aku msk lift buat bodo and nnt org dlm lift tu tny "pergi level brp" and ayat aku balik "eh lupa. 6. hehehehe" *attempt buat muka comel nk cover.
#5 ni bole consider as mamai kut sb this happened early in the morning. nk pergi class so i have to take my shower. aku tgk tmpt shower ada kosong so i put my toiletries first in that shower room konon nk cop dulu sementara aku nk pergi toilet menyelesaikan urusan kecil. bila keluar toilet nk masuk lah blk tmpt shower. aku main masuk je tmpt shower tu without looking whether it is the right one yg aku letak toiletries tadi. and kebetulan masa tu ada sorg budak floor aku ni bakul toiletries dia mmg sebiji sama dgn aku. yg different nya content dlm bakul tu lah. so as i locked the door, tiba2 aku perasan "eh sejak bila aku pakai sabun lux. aku pakai sabun dettol. syampu pn sejak bila tkr. mane sunsilk aku ?" DANGGG , salah masuk shower. keluar cepat2. nasib baik org yg aku tersalah toiletries tu tk nmpk. malu nyaaa -..-
#6 my mum asked me to check whether the cars have been locked or not. pakai control keys so check drpd dlm pun bole lah kan. aku selak langsir. it was at night. tingkap gelap and reflection lampu dr dlm menghasilkan image pantulan object dlm rumah. as i selak the langsir, i saw a face with long messy hair looking at me. reflex arc aku apa ? MAAAA, PENCURI KAT LUAR.*lari terus. adik aku cpt2 pergi kt tingkap tu nk tengok. and he said MANA ADA. aku bengang aku ckp "ADA LAH" *pergi balik kt tingkap tu selak langsir and i realized konon pencuri tu muka aku sebenarnya sb image reflection dkt tingkap waktu malam. ammamamama , muka sendiri pun nk tkt. APA NAK JADI NI?
here's why ;
#1 This usually happened in my class lah bila nk salin lecturer notes guna pen. my pen is like yg ada cap nk tutup tu. bkn yg click punya. so after class hbs , dgn kabut nya nk kemas bag , i was searching for my pen cap sb nk tutup balik kalau tak ink kering T.T and this thing mmg serious laa buat aku bengang. aku slalu tak jumpa pen cap aku tu. hbs angkt segala file dah , tny kwn ada tak nmpk, cari bwh kerusi meja, tanya org depan dgn ayat "awak, nmpk tak pen cap saya ni" bilaa dia kata tkde i was like erughhh :/ mana ni ! then suddenly i realize it was on my left hand. i hold it on my left hand the whole class -..-
#2 aku tanya kwn aku "weh pukul berapa skrg ?" and kwn aku ckp dia tk pakai jam and she asked me back "eh bukan kau pakai jam ke ?" and i said " tak aku lupa nk pakai tinggal kt bilik" dia buat muka pelik dah and said "dol, yg kat tangan kau tu kau pakai apa ? tali ?" wattaaaafick lah kn jam ada kn tgn tu pn bole tk perasan. mana pegi function touch receptor kau ?
#3 okay this incident happened to me a few days ago. i was having dinner with my family. so i ordered lychee for my drinks. normalnya , dia akn bg sekali buah lychee dua tiga ketul kan ? so they provided lah the spoon in the glass to ease us eat that lychee. kalau tak jenuh nk korek masuk tangan smua tu. but then , aku mcm gilaa khusyuk mkn and konon nk bajet pro lah kan. aku nk minum then i took the glass and without looking apa yg aku msk kan dlm mulut nk sedut air tu. so then i sucked up the drink, but degilnyaa air tu tk naik. so i tried very hard sedut lagi kuat2. tak naik jugak :/ air aku hbs ke apa ni ? then suddenly aku perasan satu family pandang aku and i said WHATTTTT ? and my adik said " you sucked up using the spoon not the straw" padan lah tak naik air tu -..-
#4 this incident also happened recently. like i said , i'm being dumb and dull lately. i'm staying at my hostel and i room is at level 6. so i have to take the lift if i wanna go to my room. nak naik tangga drpd ground floor ? smpi level 4 je kaki dh lembik. trust me. i've tried it. so i was walking alone to my room. it was late night i think so mmg sunyi lah tkde org. so i press the button up and the lift opened. i entered the lift and standing there. after a few mins the lift opened back, someone's entered the lift and i thought i was already at level 6. bila aku keluar lift "eh asal level sama ni "*pelikgilaa. pusing balik and org yg masuk lift tu tadi kata "awak tak tekan button level brp tadi. sb tu lift ni tak gerak and stay kn ground floor ni " bapak laaa maluu weyy aku dgn dia. HAHA, like seriously aku berdiri dlm lift tu a few mins tanpa lift tu bergerak pn sb aku lupa press button apa. SUMPAH MALU. msti org ingat aku tk reti naik lift kan :/ tapi mmg pun. aku slalu lupa nk press the button level brp. slalu bila aku msk lift buat bodo and nnt org dlm lift tu tny "pergi level brp" and ayat aku balik "eh lupa. 6. hehehehe" *attempt buat muka comel nk cover.
#5 ni bole consider as mamai kut sb this happened early in the morning. nk pergi class so i have to take my shower. aku tgk tmpt shower ada kosong so i put my toiletries first in that shower room konon nk cop dulu sementara aku nk pergi toilet menyelesaikan urusan kecil. bila keluar toilet nk masuk lah blk tmpt shower. aku main masuk je tmpt shower tu without looking whether it is the right one yg aku letak toiletries tadi. and kebetulan masa tu ada sorg budak floor aku ni bakul toiletries dia mmg sebiji sama dgn aku. yg different nya content dlm bakul tu lah. so as i locked the door, tiba2 aku perasan "eh sejak bila aku pakai sabun lux. aku pakai sabun dettol. syampu pn sejak bila tkr. mane sunsilk aku ?" DANGGG , salah masuk shower. keluar cepat2. nasib baik org yg aku tersalah toiletries tu tk nmpk. malu nyaaa -..-
#6 my mum asked me to check whether the cars have been locked or not. pakai control keys so check drpd dlm pun bole lah kan. aku selak langsir. it was at night. tingkap gelap and reflection lampu dr dlm menghasilkan image pantulan object dlm rumah. as i selak the langsir, i saw a face with long messy hair looking at me. reflex arc aku apa ? MAAAA, PENCURI KAT LUAR.*lari terus. adik aku cpt2 pergi kt tingkap tu nk tengok. and he said MANA ADA. aku bengang aku ckp "ADA LAH" *pergi balik kt tingkap tu selak langsir and i realized konon pencuri tu muka aku sebenarnya sb image reflection dkt tingkap waktu malam. ammamamama , muka sendiri pun nk tkt. APA NAK JADI NI?
18
Hii , just got back from class and currently installing oxford's iwriter to complete the assignment given by miss Maisara.
btw, don't get me wrong about the tittle. it was a tittle that should be post a few days ago. hmm , 6 days go to be exact. so why i'm updating it now ? haha bcs i don't know what to say when my age tua setahun. plus , on that day , khamis i got class from 8-5*everyday pn sama. tp every Thursday ada lab phy yg tension gilaa siodd. phy kan -..- btw , thak you so much *withmyhugsandkisses to those yg wish ;) terharu like seriously bila ada orang yg ingat birthday aku. i appreciated it very very much loves <3
turning 18 , what should i be proud of ? is it because of i'm legal to marry ? HAHA , definitely not. or is it because i'm legal to drive ? duhh i'm legal to drive since i was 17. okay tp in general , turning 18 is something that we should be thankful that we're at this age. Allah panjang kan umur kita sb apa ? you knw wht i mean kn. for us to prepare ourselves baik punya tuk meet Him on a day that no one knows. So Alhamdulillah , during this 18 years, everything went goods. eventhough sometime there are high and lows but Alhamdulillah i still can go thru it. having a great parents, happy family and awesome friends are enough for me in this world. and thru those years jugak , segala makan minum pakaian pelajaran dpt secukupnya and ada masa smpi membazir. a bad habit that sholud be thrown away peeps.
so that's it. cadang nk give a short update. tp end up with ayat berjela. apa nk jadi ? kuat membebel.
okay byee <3
btw, don't get me wrong about the tittle. it was a tittle that should be post a few days ago. hmm , 6 days go to be exact. so why i'm updating it now ? haha bcs i don't know what to say when my age tua setahun. plus , on that day , khamis i got class from 8-5*everyday pn sama. tp every Thursday ada lab phy yg tension gilaa siodd. phy kan -..- btw , thak you so much *withmyhugsandkisses to those yg wish ;) terharu like seriously bila ada orang yg ingat birthday aku. i appreciated it very very much loves <3
turning 18 , what should i be proud of ? is it because of i'm legal to marry ? HAHA , definitely not. or is it because i'm legal to drive ? duhh i'm legal to drive since i was 17. okay tp in general , turning 18 is something that we should be thankful that we're at this age. Allah panjang kan umur kita sb apa ? you knw wht i mean kn. for us to prepare ourselves baik punya tuk meet Him on a day that no one knows. So Alhamdulillah , during this 18 years, everything went goods. eventhough sometime there are high and lows but Alhamdulillah i still can go thru it. having a great parents, happy family and awesome friends are enough for me in this world. and thru those years jugak , segala makan minum pakaian pelajaran dpt secukupnya and ada masa smpi membazir. a bad habit that sholud be thrown away peeps.
so that's it. cadang nk give a short update. tp end up with ayat berjela. apa nk jadi ? kuat membebel.
okay byee <3
This guy i have known for 6 years
haii , right now i'm quite sad , depressed , a bit down and feeling empty :(
wanna know why ?
obviously , because this guy up there in my title. no , he's not my boyfriend and will never ever be my boyfriend. insyaAllah bcs sometimes we don't know what fate is about to come isn't it ? he's my bestfriend. my chlidhood friend now turns to be one of the important guy i my life. the guy who knows me bettah than other guy. the guy who know how to comfort me whenever i'm feeling down. the guy who i can cry on. always lend his ears, shoulders and times for me. the guy who i can be mengada-mengada on. the guy who call i can talk for hours on the phone. the guy who i spill my secret. he knows my crush and so do i. he know my story and so do i. the guy yg suka gossip*sometimes. the guy who give me advice when i can't thinks rationally. the guy yg i suka bergaduh and always bergaduh kalau jumpa and berckp. he's always object my points like wth. ape yg kau tk puas hati dgn aku ni haa -,- but in the end he said "hahaha, sakit hati tak ?" that's really annoyed me but i know he doesn't meant it. the guy who owes me my penyepak dan lempang. and i owe him tutti fruiti. the guy who are doing good in his studies.
so because of ke-geniusan dia , dia dpt offer MARA untuk buat IB dkt KMB and insyaAllah fly in two years time. dh register smlm and Alhamdulillah he's fine there. nasib baik dia tk homesick sb aku bet kau homesick tk penah duduk asrama kan :p i knw his a strong guy and always have the determination spirit :) he always inspired me lah in many ways. i don't know why i'm writing this but i feel wanna write. about him.
aku kenal dia since skolah rendah. we were classmates and tuition-mates. skola rendah dlu kau scandal aku kn ? kau crush aku and aku crush kau. haha. mmg budak2 hbs lah. and skrg everytime kau ckp psl benda ni aku mst segan and trus tkr topik. mcm mana lah aku bole crush kt kau dulu doe -,- then , this friendship continue when we go for the same highschool. jalan empat :) and form 1 sama class. glad that happen :) so sama-sama , smpi lah f4 aku dpt pegi mrsm. but glad enough we never lost contact. kau lah among the people yg aku call and text bila aku homesick, bila aku rasa senior annoying, bila aku tk fhm bio phy kau aku carik paksa terangkan. so mcm2 lah kan. long list to go :)
jadi , bila kau dh dapat msk IB ni aku agk sedih lah kau dh busy skrg. we can't talk like we usually do. only when we really hv our free times nnt kita lepak tutti fruiti lah. agk nya mcm ni lah kau rasa kn mse aku msk UM ni dlu. kau call mlm mmg aku tk angkt sb dh tdur. kau text berjam-jam br aku dpt reply. tak tau bila dpt dgr kau annoying dan suka bajet perasan handsome. now karma is turning back to me. tk pe aku fhm. but i'm happy lah he got what he really really want. jgn risau u always have my back :) this friendship doesn't end here and will never end. kau bestfriend aku smpi bila2. kau kawin pn nnt biar aku jd wedding planner kau. that's for sure :) you know what pdot , masa aku bc cmmnt yg kau post kt awie hrtu psl aku and kau kata "haah kwn. dr kecik smpi besar same je perangai dia tk berubah" haha , aku nangis duh bc cmmnt yg kau tulis mcm tu. it's like mmg kau kenal aku sgt :) sukaaa <3
so if you guys wondering who he is ; Firdaus Ghazali :) kalau nk tgk muka cari lah kt fb aku lelaki yg annoying kt wall aku tu dia lah. this guy is one of the guys who worth for me to cry if i lost him. enough said , his a great guy :)
btw , again , his not my boyfriend yahh. please don't misunderstood this post. i just wanna appreciate him as my BESTFRIEND :)
wanna know why ?
obviously , because this guy up there in my title. no , he's not my boyfriend and will never ever be my boyfriend. insyaAllah bcs sometimes we don't know what fate is about to come isn't it ? he's my bestfriend. my chlidhood friend now turns to be one of the important guy i my life. the guy who knows me bettah than other guy. the guy who know how to comfort me whenever i'm feeling down. the guy who i can cry on. always lend his ears, shoulders and times for me. the guy who i can be mengada-mengada on. the guy who call i can talk for hours on the phone. the guy who i spill my secret. he knows my crush and so do i. he know my story and so do i. the guy yg suka gossip*sometimes. the guy who give me advice when i can't thinks rationally. the guy yg i suka bergaduh and always bergaduh kalau jumpa and berckp. he's always object my points like wth. ape yg kau tk puas hati dgn aku ni haa -,- but in the end he said "hahaha, sakit hati tak ?" that's really annoyed me but i know he doesn't meant it. the guy who owes me my penyepak dan lempang. and i owe him tutti fruiti. the guy who are doing good in his studies.
so because of ke-geniusan dia , dia dpt offer MARA untuk buat IB dkt KMB and insyaAllah fly in two years time. dh register smlm and Alhamdulillah he's fine there. nasib baik dia tk homesick sb aku bet kau homesick tk penah duduk asrama kan :p i knw his a strong guy and always have the determination spirit :) he always inspired me lah in many ways. i don't know why i'm writing this but i feel wanna write. about him.
aku kenal dia since skolah rendah. we were classmates and tuition-mates. skola rendah dlu kau scandal aku kn ? kau crush aku and aku crush kau. haha. mmg budak2 hbs lah. and skrg everytime kau ckp psl benda ni aku mst segan and trus tkr topik. mcm mana lah aku bole crush kt kau dulu doe -,- then , this friendship continue when we go for the same highschool. jalan empat :) and form 1 sama class. glad that happen :) so sama-sama , smpi lah f4 aku dpt pegi mrsm. but glad enough we never lost contact. kau lah among the people yg aku call and text bila aku homesick, bila aku rasa senior annoying, bila aku tk fhm bio phy kau aku carik paksa terangkan. so mcm2 lah kan. long list to go :)
jadi , bila kau dh dapat msk IB ni aku agk sedih lah kau dh busy skrg. we can't talk like we usually do. only when we really hv our free times nnt kita lepak tutti fruiti lah. agk nya mcm ni lah kau rasa kn mse aku msk UM ni dlu. kau call mlm mmg aku tk angkt sb dh tdur. kau text berjam-jam br aku dpt reply. tak tau bila dpt dgr kau annoying dan suka bajet perasan handsome. now karma is turning back to me. tk pe aku fhm. but i'm happy lah he got what he really really want. jgn risau u always have my back :) this friendship doesn't end here and will never end. kau bestfriend aku smpi bila2. kau kawin pn nnt biar aku jd wedding planner kau. that's for sure :) you know what pdot , masa aku bc cmmnt yg kau post kt awie hrtu psl aku and kau kata "haah kwn. dr kecik smpi besar same je perangai dia tk berubah" haha , aku nangis duh bc cmmnt yg kau tulis mcm tu. it's like mmg kau kenal aku sgt :) sukaaa <3
so if you guys wondering who he is ; Firdaus Ghazali :) kalau nk tgk muka cari lah kt fb aku lelaki yg annoying kt wall aku tu dia lah. this guy is one of the guys who worth for me to cry if i lost him. enough said , his a great guy :)
btw , again , his not my boyfriend yahh. please don't misunderstood this post. i just wanna appreciate him as my BESTFRIEND :)
Perut tidak bekerjasama
pernah tak korg rasa mcm nk mkn tapi korg tak lapar pun ? yeahh , i'm sure you do and it's called nafsu makan. well things i hate when i started my college routines is this lah. nafsu makan terlebih. it's like 24h nk mkn je kerja aku ni. dlm kuliah duk ber-chewing gum. tkpun aku mkn cloud 9 tkpun biskut lexus jd mangsa. org duk sblh aku pn msti pelik kan asl budak ni tk reti nk berhenti mkn ke sampai dia yg tgk pn jd lapar. well bila korg dh jeling dua tiga kali aku offer lah kt dorg. tp korg yg tanak kn ? segan letu. kalau aku duk rumah aku tk lpr pn weh. mkn nasi pun jarang. dinner je mkn nasi tu pun secoet je. yeahh , maybe bila aku duk rumah aku jd passive tk gerak mana2 setakat melepak atas katil depan laptop atau tv. so mitochondria aku pn jarang bekerja utk menghasilkan energy. Maka ATP yg dihasilkan adalah sikit. muscle kurang bekerja. maka segala lemak tepu akn bersemadi di adipose tisu. okayy ada kena mengena ke ? tapi bila aku duk rumah berat bole turun smpi 5kg menjadi 40kg aku skrg. sb tulah kita suka homesick nk balik rumah !
and this week bila class dh gaya office hours je , aku lunch mmg takleh tinggal. even lmbt mana pun aku akn mkn juga kalau tak aku jd cacing kerawet utk class ptg. ya , hanya di UM pada waktu lunch lah anda dpt tgk farah dayana mkn laju. beliau berjaya mengurangkan habit masa makan dia dari 30minit ke 15minit sahaja. isn't that amazing baby ? so imagine it lah aku kunyah2 sikit mknn tu terus telan. that's what ifa always asked me to do masa aku selalu mkn lembab kt mktb dulu. maka bila jd begitu mknn pn tk digest dgn betul. maka aku jd cepat lpr. asl mlm nk study buat tutorial mst aku cari roti ke ape ke nk mkn. like wth kau ni farah mkn je kerja. tapi tapi kalau dinner aku order nasi msti tk hbs. cafe U kan so student kelaparan je slalu maka nasi yg dorg goreng tu tinggi berbukit dlm satu pinggan. ammmaa , mmg aku tk hbs lah. qyum kata aku mkn portion dia kira mcm satu slice cake. hahaha. but then one thing lah , aku membazir -,- nnt mula lah aku pass pinggan aku bergerak dr qyum patu faim, faim tolak kt baby. last2 tk hbs jugak.
maka dengan itu , aku nk menyamakan nafsu mkn tu sama lah dgn perut kita tk bekerjasama dgn nafsu mkn kita. it's like kalau kita nk mkn and lapar its involve two things. kita yg nk mkn and perut yg nk menerima. conclusion ? kita dan perut perlu lapar dan ada chemistry bila nk mkn baru hati senang dan tiada pengambilan mknn secara berlebihan.
okay enough mumbling
take care <3
and this week bila class dh gaya office hours je , aku lunch mmg takleh tinggal. even lmbt mana pun aku akn mkn juga kalau tak aku jd cacing kerawet utk class ptg. ya , hanya di UM pada waktu lunch lah anda dpt tgk farah dayana mkn laju. beliau berjaya mengurangkan habit masa makan dia dari 30minit ke 15minit sahaja. isn't that amazing baby ? so imagine it lah aku kunyah2 sikit mknn tu terus telan. that's what ifa always asked me to do masa aku selalu mkn lembab kt mktb dulu. maka bila jd begitu mknn pn tk digest dgn betul. maka aku jd cepat lpr. asl mlm nk study buat tutorial mst aku cari roti ke ape ke nk mkn. like wth kau ni farah mkn je kerja. tapi tapi kalau dinner aku order nasi msti tk hbs. cafe U kan so student kelaparan je slalu maka nasi yg dorg goreng tu tinggi berbukit dlm satu pinggan. ammmaa , mmg aku tk hbs lah. qyum kata aku mkn portion dia kira mcm satu slice cake. hahaha. but then one thing lah , aku membazir -,- nnt mula lah aku pass pinggan aku bergerak dr qyum patu faim, faim tolak kt baby. last2 tk hbs jugak.
maka dengan itu , aku nk menyamakan nafsu mkn tu sama lah dgn perut kita tk bekerjasama dgn nafsu mkn kita. it's like kalau kita nk mkn and lapar its involve two things. kita yg nk mkn and perut yg nk menerima. conclusion ? kita dan perut perlu lapar dan ada chemistry bila nk mkn baru hati senang dan tiada pengambilan mknn secara berlebihan.
okay enough mumbling
take care <3
got the new routines :)
wehh , class dh mula pack dgn tutorial and lab. HOMG , br first day aku dh mengeluh. come on dude. first day td class pack 8-5 mmg tak leh blah aku ni. rushing dr BS3-bilik computer(sheshh daki bukit pulak)-ADK1-hostel for lunch break-DKU-BT9. walaweyy , aku lunch td gila tak nikmat. sb kena rush mkn break 1 jam je before class start balik. and i have to solat smua. class petang , luckily Pn.Izz baik dia buat class skjp je. half an hour. sambung class calculus aku rasa aku bernyawa 15 minit je. lps tu tidur sb dh mengantuk and tk fhm sgt dh. k dah byee. tutorial bio tk siap lagi. satu haram tk buat. eh btw , bole plak aku tk tau chem dpt dua tutorial last week. mmg aku tk buat lah tutorial introduction tu. trus buat yg tutorial#1. amadeyy , padan muka kau cuak tadi. nsb baik tutor chem aku cool. eh lagi satu ! aku jumpa kembar aku td masa buat kwn baru dlm class tutorial. nama dia atilia. kitorg lahir 30/6 :) yeahh , geng*highfiveatilia. atilia ni kwn izzati gegeh dgn azmira. fuyooo what a small world :D so far my tutorial group is fun !
take care buddy :)
nnt aku nk update psl birthday party thasha. tnggu photographer dia upload gmbr.
take care buddy :)
nnt aku nk update psl birthday party thasha. tnggu photographer dia upload gmbr.
KTM; the normal senario
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| you should proud and thankful malaysian ! |
hii ! so what makes me wanna write about this kereta api tanah melayu is because aku selalu guna lah. yess , aku takde license.*not yet a loser okay? so kalau aku nk gerak mana2 esp area kl aku guna khidmat ktm tersayang ni lah. hmm , public transport. so when it comes to this phrase "public transport" sure lah kau jumpa a lot of people from diff background. yeah , we are one malaysia baby ! tp yg biasa guna this service is commoner mcm aku lah. but tak kisah lah tu semua. okay , actually aku nk bg gambaran ataupun mcm the normal situation yg korg biasa lihat dan akan lihat bila korg naik ktm :)
situation 1: ladies couch
skrg kan dh ada couch wanita. but aku still tak fhm kenapa ada lelaki yg menyemak jugak dlm couch tu ? yg paling ramai foreigner. yess aku fhm maybe dorg tk fhm bahasa melayu or dorg tk tahu ktm ade buat couch untk wanita. tp takkan lah dorg tak phm the sign yg ktm tampal besar gedabak dkt pintu couch wanita ? and didn't they get awkward bila masuk couch tu all women give a damn looks ? malu siodd. bole plak kau buat muka tak reti nk tkr couch lain bila next stop. but then bila ada org tegur kau marah pulak kata ada lelaki dulu bole je masuk coach ni. kepala hotak kau. yg kau nk pergi ikut ape yg org buat tu knp. aku still boleh except kalau pakcik2 tua yg selalu naik dgn makcik2 or wife dia termasuk dkt coach tu. tu aku bole terima. serious. sb pakcik2 tu at least reti berhemah.
situation 2: give your seat to the needy
needy; pregnant women, OKU, senior citizen. yeah , kita mmg self-fish kdg2. aku tak kata diri aku baik and always give my seat to others. but can't we show some respect and sympathy to these people ? rush hour , mmg semua pnt baru balik kerja sampai kan masa berdiri pn aku npk ade yg bole tertidur. faham itu. so far , ape yg aku npk preganant women dgn OKU mmg mndpt perhatian every time diorg masuk coach. that's good :) thumbs up. tapi yg kurang org bg attention are to the senior citizen. tak ke korg rasa kesian tgk muka pakcik2 makcik2 yg dh tak larat nk berdiri berpaut dkt tiang tu ? come on lah. we are young. Tuhan bagi kita kudrat lagi nk berdiri. in fact , around our ages lah kita pny energy is always on the highest level compare to other stage of age. just imagine the same thing goes to your parent ? korg sure bg priority kt dorg kan ? so just treat them like your parents lah. show some respect jgn buat muka tak tahu je. ehem , haritu kan aku naik lah train dgn bpk aku. then , bila train sampai mak aii penuh nyaa manusia. but right after we entered the coach suddenly there was one guy approach my father and offered his seat. baik nyaa kau laki. rasa mcm nk ckp je "hi awakk. kita minat awak lah. awk baik. awk minat kita tak ?"okayy shut up lah gedik . hahaha. then bila keluar train , my father told me "i want that guy to be my son in-law. the nice one."*kening2. hahaha, bapak bapak :D
situation 3: awareness;you are at public places.
so this awareness quite wide and random. just to remind you bila kau kt public, kau jd public figure sekejap. no matter what you did at least dua tiga org akan pandang. to those couples , be sensitive lah dgn 18sx. there are kids everywhere. kalau takde pn ade makcik2 pakcik2 yg akn pndg. respect it. meluat lah weh org tgk. mcm korg dua je yg couple dlm dunia ni. and bila on the phone. tak pyh lah ckp mcm nk bagi satu coach dgr okay ?
okay. that's it. renung2 kan ! take care :)
lubricating my brain
hii :)
lama dh tak update blog. been busy with the so-called college life -,-' i've registered myself at University Malaya last two weeks. and i'm trying to give you the short update about how is it goes tapi selalu tak sempat even wifi still ada in my room. so , let's begin from the start :
the MHS week :
at first it was hectic. registration day urghh ramainyaa manusia ! nk jalan pun susah. and the way to my room which is at level 6 mmg sangat menguji kesabaran aku yg tipis ni. kena sumbat naik lif dgn nk amek barang kereta park jauh. panas terik. urghh serious aku bersabar haritu. then , bila tgk schedule dia , mak aiii banyak nyaa talk aku kena dgr. buat dkt DTC yg sejuk tu mmg aku tidur lah kan, takpun bbm. satu haram tak dgr. i don't even knew ape yg speaker tu ckp. never take any notes. kalau bosan aku mkn rocky :) fyi , every morning and evening we had our riadah. okay that was the best part and i missed it the most. mmg lah mcm urgghh pagi2 pukul 6 dh kena turun. but it was fun. dance see sua sua. doraemon. ultraman. baby. chicken dance. byk lah. smpi aku rasa mcm dh bole jd dancer dh skrg. badan dh tak keras dh and tak rasa awkward lagi with the dance move. cehh. orientation week , everybody's rushing. jln pun nk kena lari, mandi pun mcm tak mandi sb tk smpi satu jam kau dh rasa busuk blk. mkn pun kena cpt2. so there's no fun with that part. oh yaaa , kitorg kena bang bang boom ! ahmad dgn bobo yg tv3 tu dtg. and mmg tak expect. lawak doe. penat je nangis. haha. tapi mmg cool lah wehh bang bang boom. THANKS TO HUDA lah kan yg buat the story line men-sycho kitorg tu menjadi. part penutup MHS week mmg tak leh nk describe how awesome it was. first time duduk DTC tak mengantuk. and that night PP Zul yg garang tapi kacak bergaya tu first time senyum. dah lah senyum lepas tu dance see sua sua pulak. aiyoyo meltdown. flying kiss dia byk aku tangkap. HHA. so now bila MHS dh hbs , semua rindu. esp rindu nak riadah lah. rindu nk nyanyi lagu UM dgn lagu kolej 12 ;)
kuliah week :
syukur lah for this first two week , class tak pack sgt. so takde lah culture shock sgt. but on the third week , mula lah nnt class 8-5. lecturer pn byk ckp nnt kamu bila class dh pack nk makan pun tak smpt. nnt mula lah ramai yg pengsan dlm class. ohmgeee that's scary T__T if u asked me fhm tak bljr ? idk what to say. skrg semua benda susah and i never expect that i will study up until this level. npk sgt tak mature lagi kan -,- lecturer session; for me , jgn harap lah u expect u bole catch up 100% dlm class and balik kolej je bole relax. with the class surroundings yg kena berebut nk dpt tmpt duduk. lecturer suara perlahan. dpt tmpt duduk blkg tak npk screen kat depan. mmg u selalu lah tampar pipi u kasi tak ngantuk and suruh focus. paksa diri nk focus and make yourself interested with the subject. implement it ! it is hard. i know. tp what choices do you have right ? u mmg kena bukak mata telinga besar2. lecturer notes u tk payah lah nk salin lawa2 dgn highlighter pen merah biru hitam semua keluar. kalau kau nk salin lecturer note lawa2, then bila masa pulak kau nk dgr lecturer tu explain apa kan ? nnt balik bilik buat revision*mustdo kau buat lah lawa2 nk guna pen kaler2 pun takde sape kisah. and sila lah buat pre-reading everytime pergi class. dpt baca 10mins pun jadi lah. at least u know the basic nnt takde lah dlm kuliah terkumat-kumat blur ape lecturer ckp. soalan tutorial sila lah buat jgn tunggu esok ada tutorial baru nk buat. the marks for tutorial counts baby ! 10% pulak kau ingat sikit ke ? and please do struggle yourself kalau u nk empat mendatar. ni peringatan untuk anda dan seribu kali peringatan untuk diri aku sendiri :)
all the best friends <3
take care.
lama dh tak update blog. been busy with the so-called college life -,-' i've registered myself at University Malaya last two weeks. and i'm trying to give you the short update about how is it goes tapi selalu tak sempat even wifi still ada in my room. so , let's begin from the start :
the MHS week :
at first it was hectic. registration day urghh ramainyaa manusia ! nk jalan pun susah. and the way to my room which is at level 6 mmg sangat menguji kesabaran aku yg tipis ni. kena sumbat naik lif dgn nk amek barang kereta park jauh. panas terik. urghh serious aku bersabar haritu. then , bila tgk schedule dia , mak aiii banyak nyaa talk aku kena dgr. buat dkt DTC yg sejuk tu mmg aku tidur lah kan, takpun bbm. satu haram tak dgr. i don't even knew ape yg speaker tu ckp. never take any notes. kalau bosan aku mkn rocky :) fyi , every morning and evening we had our riadah. okay that was the best part and i missed it the most. mmg lah mcm urgghh pagi2 pukul 6 dh kena turun. but it was fun. dance see sua sua. doraemon. ultraman. baby. chicken dance. byk lah. smpi aku rasa mcm dh bole jd dancer dh skrg. badan dh tak keras dh and tak rasa awkward lagi with the dance move. cehh. orientation week , everybody's rushing. jln pun nk kena lari, mandi pun mcm tak mandi sb tk smpi satu jam kau dh rasa busuk blk. mkn pun kena cpt2. so there's no fun with that part. oh yaaa , kitorg kena bang bang boom ! ahmad dgn bobo yg tv3 tu dtg. and mmg tak expect. lawak doe. penat je nangis. haha. tapi mmg cool lah wehh bang bang boom. THANKS TO HUDA lah kan yg buat the story line men-sycho kitorg tu menjadi. part penutup MHS week mmg tak leh nk describe how awesome it was. first time duduk DTC tak mengantuk. and that night PP Zul yg garang tapi kacak bergaya tu first time senyum. dah lah senyum lepas tu dance see sua sua pulak. aiyoyo meltdown. flying kiss dia byk aku tangkap. HHA. so now bila MHS dh hbs , semua rindu. esp rindu nak riadah lah. rindu nk nyanyi lagu UM dgn lagu kolej 12 ;)
kuliah week :
syukur lah for this first two week , class tak pack sgt. so takde lah culture shock sgt. but on the third week , mula lah nnt class 8-5. lecturer pn byk ckp nnt kamu bila class dh pack nk makan pun tak smpt. nnt mula lah ramai yg pengsan dlm class. ohmgeee that's scary T__T if u asked me fhm tak bljr ? idk what to say. skrg semua benda susah and i never expect that i will study up until this level. npk sgt tak mature lagi kan -,- lecturer session; for me , jgn harap lah u expect u bole catch up 100% dlm class and balik kolej je bole relax. with the class surroundings yg kena berebut nk dpt tmpt duduk. lecturer suara perlahan. dpt tmpt duduk blkg tak npk screen kat depan. mmg u selalu lah tampar pipi u kasi tak ngantuk and suruh focus. paksa diri nk focus and make yourself interested with the subject. implement it ! it is hard. i know. tp what choices do you have right ? u mmg kena bukak mata telinga besar2. lecturer notes u tk payah lah nk salin lawa2 dgn highlighter pen merah biru hitam semua keluar. kalau kau nk salin lecturer note lawa2, then bila masa pulak kau nk dgr lecturer tu explain apa kan ? nnt balik bilik buat revision*mustdo kau buat lah lawa2 nk guna pen kaler2 pun takde sape kisah. and sila lah buat pre-reading everytime pergi class. dpt baca 10mins pun jadi lah. at least u know the basic nnt takde lah dlm kuliah terkumat-kumat blur ape lecturer ckp. soalan tutorial sila lah buat jgn tunggu esok ada tutorial baru nk buat. the marks for tutorial counts baby ! 10% pulak kau ingat sikit ke ? and please do struggle yourself kalau u nk empat mendatar. ni peringatan untuk anda dan seribu kali peringatan untuk diri aku sendiri :)
all the best friends <3
take care.
there will never be a goodbye ;)
okay friends , lets make it easy bcs i really don't know how to put this into words. well yeah , saya bukan munsyi dewan yg terror bab2 ayat ni.
hmm , skrg kn its the time for most spm leavers (*bcs some of them already started the college life bfr result keluar lagi.genius kan?) to make another big step in their life. yeap , the college life. tak kisah lah dpt mana, matriks ke upu , it's just the same that we are going to study AGAIN. and this time things gonna be tougher and we need to be smarter ;) so yeah , the matriks student and uitm students were already registered last monday. so before that mmg byk lah farewell pny reunion. everybody is wishing goodbye take care good luck all the best keep in touch bla bla bla. so yeah , siapa tak sedih kan ? but this things are really important in our life right ? don't worry lah. kita bukan duduk zaman batu yg kalau nk contact kena guna utusan burung merapti takpun bagi signal asap kan ? we do have phones and facebook. bila free time boleh texting calling and facebook-ing kan ? going to the new places , one thing is certain we gonna have the new experiences. experiences that make some of us eager to explore and some afraid(mostly yg dpt jauh takut sb homesick). aku fhm perasaan korg. don't worry. homesick tu normal okay. lama2 korg akan bljr nk adapt with the situation and all your tears will dry. and kalau ada yg kata"eiwww, mengadew lah kaww nk homesick pulak.chillww sudeww" well shut up lah rempit. kau takde perasaan rindu mak bpk ke ? i know things not gonna be the same. but there are other thing in this world we need to see , we need to explore kan? sb tu kena move on. and i wrote this actually because i wanna dedicate it to my best girlfriend;
haha dude , kena tipu. yess might find me but not raihan. she's not in the picture becasue she wasn't here. heh , she was represnting the school for handball competition. THEEE :) so yeah , why i wrote about her? what are so special about her ? well yeah , she's my bestfriends since i was in the kinder garden and the 12 years friendship is still been counting. harap2 sampai bila2 lah kn jd bestfriend. and thru those years mmg byk yg kitorg share. eventhough mase f4 kita separate. aku msk mrsm and kau stay jln4 but i'm glad kita tak lost contact and still keep in touch mcm biasa. and i'm glad that our mom really make a good friends right ? soon she gonna make her way to achieve her dream. doctor. and specialist in kanak2. yeah , we share the same ambition too :) mula2 dia dpt offer sama dgn aku dkt UM and i was really happy like i wanna jump all the day ;) but the bila result mara keluar , thing was change. she got the offer but not for me. dpt offer buat medic kt middle east for 6 years(watta lama weyy) and yg buat aku lagi culture shock is she gonna fly on this september. yg lain semua buat foundation Alevel at least one year dlu. tapi dia lagi 3 months nk fly and 30 ni register kat shah putra kuantan persediaan 3 bulan. at first mmg dia dilemma nk pergi ke tak , but after doing istikharah and thought that this chance dtg once in her life time so no reason she should refuse it right ? bak kata pengat "dh sugar daddy nk sponsor". she decided to go. i'm happy for her. i mean like yeahh. as long as dia happy aku happy. so i gonna miss her like hell here. dulu masa aku msk mrsm baru 3 months tak jumpa pun mcm "eh gemuk nya kau eh kurus lah. eh asl ni asl tu." bygkan 3 months pn dh mcm tu ni lagi lah 6 tahun? imagine it 0.0 no , i can't figure it out how. i know at least once in a year kau akn balik tgk bangi. kata nnt mesti rindu bangi en. so insyaAllah we will meet up :)
i know things will not gonna be the same without you. you don't have to give a damn about something that can push you down. just do your own thing and make sure it works :) there will never be a goodbye in this friendship*unless if you wanna throw me away from your life. all the best :)
hmm , skrg kn its the time for most spm leavers (*bcs some of them already started the college life bfr result keluar lagi.genius kan?) to make another big step in their life. yeap , the college life. tak kisah lah dpt mana, matriks ke upu , it's just the same that we are going to study AGAIN. and this time things gonna be tougher and we need to be smarter ;) so yeah , the matriks student and uitm students were already registered last monday. so before that mmg byk lah farewell pny reunion. everybody is wishing goodbye take care good luck all the best keep in touch bla bla bla. so yeah , siapa tak sedih kan ? but this things are really important in our life right ? don't worry lah. kita bukan duduk zaman batu yg kalau nk contact kena guna utusan burung merapti takpun bagi signal asap kan ? we do have phones and facebook. bila free time boleh texting calling and facebook-ing kan ? going to the new places , one thing is certain we gonna have the new experiences. experiences that make some of us eager to explore and some afraid(mostly yg dpt jauh takut sb homesick). aku fhm perasaan korg. don't worry. homesick tu normal okay. lama2 korg akan bljr nk adapt with the situation and all your tears will dry. and kalau ada yg kata"eiwww, mengadew lah kaww nk homesick pulak.chillww sudeww" well shut up lah rempit. kau takde perasaan rindu mak bpk ke ? i know things not gonna be the same. but there are other thing in this world we need to see , we need to explore kan? sb tu kena move on. and i wrote this actually because i wanna dedicate it to my best girlfriend;
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| try to find raihan and me. ! |
i know things will not gonna be the same without you. you don't have to give a damn about something that can push you down. just do your own thing and make sure it works :) there will never be a goodbye in this friendship*unless if you wanna throw me away from your life. all the best :)
current mood -,-
hai hari ni IC saya hilang. IC hilang masa hari saya nk pergi bukak account bank islam. yeah , last minute preparation. heh , esok saya nak buat ic baru. kbye. terima kasih -,-
so current mood :BENGANG !
Ya Allah permudahkan lah segala urusan ini ;)
so current mood :BENGANG !
Ya Allah permudahkan lah segala urusan ini ;)
Let's prepare :)
SALAM !
aku rasa mcm dh lama tak update blog padahal baru 4 hari je doe. lame -,- well , sory lah derr internet rumah waa lembs mcm siput and nk update selalu tak sempat. heh , kepala pak hang lah farah tak sempat. tidur je mmg lah tak sempat. dush.
so past few days , hmmm past 3 nights to be exact , i had a nightmare. bukan those stupid typical nightmare yg kena gigit hantu ke , rumah masuk pencuri ke , takpun lg chibeng mimpi boyfren curang. aku pelik asal org consider tu as a nightmare. huh :/ to the hell with that , so i want na share about the nightmare. well , jgn risau nightmare aku taleh buat box office film pun. tapi mmg sumpah scary lah.
so i had a nightmare dimana aku mimpi the world has come to the end. in other word , KIAMAT ! mmg tahap takut tu aku taleh cerita lah, plus aku takut nk cerita sb it's a sin kan kalau kita gambarkan hari kiamat tu. everything is clear in the Al-Quran and who am i lah kan nk tambah2 semua ? and in my nightmare tu mmg segala mcm jenis manusia ada. mmg betul lah kan apa yg Allah dh cakap. yg tenang ada yg tak tentu arah ada. and masa tu mmg betul apa yg islam dh ajar kita , masa tu takde sorg pun amek port pasal kauu. everybody is doing their own thing and for those yg byk dosa tu beriya2 seek for the forgiveness. and boleh tak aku nk ckp something ? tapi jgn salah phm. dlm mimpi tu aku mimpi dajal bangkit dari laut. betul ke ? aku try google pasal dajal semua tapi tak jumpa pulak psl yg dia bangkit dari laut. yg aku jumpa dia deform , mata kiri takde. mata kanan hitam. and mmg scary rambut kerenting. nevermind , if you wanna know you can just wiki it. aku baca kat situ lah tadi.
so korg nk tau condition aku dlm mimpi tu mcm mana ? i was with my mum pergi shopping kot and suddenly bunyik kecoh2 kat luar. so headed outside and boleh plak tiba2 barack obama dtg kat kitaorg. what on earth is that ? so he took me to the castle. aku jumpa PRINCE WILLIAM DGN KATE MIDDLETON. tapi masa tu kate dh tua mmg tak lawa lah weh. tapi prince william still sama mcm dia yg skrg. PELIK.*just cut the crap. masa tu mmg aku takut sangat sangat. aku nangis semua and masa tu aku tahu nk bertaubat pun tak guna. pintu taubat dah tutup. masa ada masa dulu duk leka sgt kann. memang rasa tu menyesal gila gila gila. aku boleh pulak kata "mama , ara menyesal sgt tak solat subuh tadi " and that time my mum cool gilaa tau. dia tenang je it's like she's ready. well i hope so. sape tanak mak dia masuk syurga and dipermudahkan segala perjalanan dia masa kiamat nnt kan ? heh , kalau boleh aku pun nk jd condition mcm mak aku tu. tenang tak takut semua.
so bila aku bangun, DANGGG MEMANG TERLEPAS SUBUH. yeah , aku phm maksud mimpi tu. JANGAN TINGGAL SOLAT KALAU ANDA TANAK MERANA KAT AKHIRAT and that nightmare aku rasa Allah nk bagi peringatan kat aku supaya bersedia prepare kan diri dgn amalan2 semua. npk sangat amalan aku tak cukup kan. yeah , i know -,- aku pun bukan baik sgt but i try to improve myself. so do you kan ? sama2 lah kita prepare diri kita okayy :)
p/s: ada masa , do free yourself pergi youtube tgk lah video IniAnwarHadi. serious dia awesome sangat and he got the point everytime dia post video. at least korg gain something bila tgk video dia. and i like his style. i mean cara dia nk attract org nk buat baik. it works cara dakwah dia :) *heh, aku dh start berangan nak laki mcm diaaa. tuihhhh perasan.
aku rasa mcm dh lama tak update blog padahal baru 4 hari je doe. lame -,- well , sory lah derr internet rumah waa lembs mcm siput and nk update selalu tak sempat. heh , kepala pak hang lah farah tak sempat. tidur je mmg lah tak sempat. dush.
so past few days , hmmm past 3 nights to be exact , i had a nightmare. bukan those stupid typical nightmare yg kena gigit hantu ke , rumah masuk pencuri ke , takpun lg chibeng mimpi boyfren curang. aku pelik asal org consider tu as a nightmare. huh :/ to the hell with that , so i want na share about the nightmare. well , jgn risau nightmare aku taleh buat box office film pun. tapi mmg sumpah scary lah.
so i had a nightmare dimana aku mimpi the world has come to the end. in other word , KIAMAT ! mmg tahap takut tu aku taleh cerita lah, plus aku takut nk cerita sb it's a sin kan kalau kita gambarkan hari kiamat tu. everything is clear in the Al-Quran and who am i lah kan nk tambah2 semua ? and in my nightmare tu mmg segala mcm jenis manusia ada. mmg betul lah kan apa yg Allah dh cakap. yg tenang ada yg tak tentu arah ada. and masa tu mmg betul apa yg islam dh ajar kita , masa tu takde sorg pun amek port pasal kauu. everybody is doing their own thing and for those yg byk dosa tu beriya2 seek for the forgiveness. and boleh tak aku nk ckp something ? tapi jgn salah phm. dlm mimpi tu aku mimpi dajal bangkit dari laut. betul ke ? aku try google pasal dajal semua tapi tak jumpa pulak psl yg dia bangkit dari laut. yg aku jumpa dia deform , mata kiri takde. mata kanan hitam. and mmg scary rambut kerenting. nevermind , if you wanna know you can just wiki it. aku baca kat situ lah tadi.
so korg nk tau condition aku dlm mimpi tu mcm mana ? i was with my mum pergi shopping kot and suddenly bunyik kecoh2 kat luar. so headed outside and boleh plak tiba2 barack obama dtg kat kitaorg. what on earth is that ? so he took me to the castle. aku jumpa PRINCE WILLIAM DGN KATE MIDDLETON. tapi masa tu kate dh tua mmg tak lawa lah weh. tapi prince william still sama mcm dia yg skrg. PELIK.*just cut the crap. masa tu mmg aku takut sangat sangat. aku nangis semua and masa tu aku tahu nk bertaubat pun tak guna. pintu taubat dah tutup. masa ada masa dulu duk leka sgt kann. memang rasa tu menyesal gila gila gila. aku boleh pulak kata "mama , ara menyesal sgt tak solat subuh tadi " and that time my mum cool gilaa tau. dia tenang je it's like she's ready. well i hope so. sape tanak mak dia masuk syurga and dipermudahkan segala perjalanan dia masa kiamat nnt kan ? heh , kalau boleh aku pun nk jd condition mcm mak aku tu. tenang tak takut semua.
so bila aku bangun, DANGGG MEMANG TERLEPAS SUBUH. yeah , aku phm maksud mimpi tu. JANGAN TINGGAL SOLAT KALAU ANDA TANAK MERANA KAT AKHIRAT and that nightmare aku rasa Allah nk bagi peringatan kat aku supaya bersedia prepare kan diri dgn amalan2 semua. npk sangat amalan aku tak cukup kan. yeah , i know -,- aku pun bukan baik sgt but i try to improve myself. so do you kan ? sama2 lah kita prepare diri kita okayy :)
p/s: ada masa , do free yourself pergi youtube tgk lah video IniAnwarHadi. serious dia awesome sangat and he got the point everytime dia post video. at least korg gain something bila tgk video dia. and i like his style. i mean cara dia nk attract org nk buat baik. it works cara dakwah dia :) *heh, aku dh start berangan nak laki mcm diaaa. tuihhhh perasan.
After All
just a short update.
after all the highs and lows , i think i have started to accept the fact*even though it's hurt. but at least i learned something. even though it's hard but i'm trying. move on in my life rather than thinks about something that i didn't get. the most important thing are my future and my dream. no matter where we're studying it's only us can retrieve our dreams. kalau ada rezeki ada lah kan. kadang2 Tuhan nak menguji. All happens for goods. and nothing much in this world that i need other than my superduper cool family and awesomeness friends ! they always have my back ;) so friends , congratulations for those yg dapat scholarship. all i can say you are lucky enough to have the chance so grab it. make me proud of you. and for those yg tak dapat like me*sobs :( sama2 lah kita duduk malaysia tmpt sendiri. meh kita jaga malaysia untuk depa yg pi overseas.
well , yeah i got macbook from my father. thank you abah :* hehe , probably there shouldn't be any problem berebut nak online with my adik and lepas ni IM tolong lah jgn buat hal lagi -,-
take care <3
after all the highs and lows , i think i have started to accept the fact*even though it's hurt. but at least i learned something. even though it's hard but i'm trying. move on in my life rather than thinks about something that i didn't get. the most important thing are my future and my dream. no matter where we're studying it's only us can retrieve our dreams. kalau ada rezeki ada lah kan. kadang2 Tuhan nak menguji. All happens for goods. and nothing much in this world that i need other than my superduper cool family and awesomeness friends ! they always have my back ;) so friends , congratulations for those yg dapat scholarship. all i can say you are lucky enough to have the chance so grab it. make me proud of you. and for those yg tak dapat like me*sobs :( sama2 lah kita duduk malaysia tmpt sendiri. meh kita jaga malaysia untuk depa yg pi overseas.
well , yeah i got macbook from my father. thank you abah :* hehe , probably there shouldn't be any problem berebut nak online with my adik and lepas ni IM tolong lah jgn buat hal lagi -,-
take care <3
TIRED
uhuh , i'm terribly tired. i slept at 4.30a.m yesterday and i woke up around 9 or sumthing. so can you imagine slept for 4 hours only ? i know for some people can deal with it but seriously i can't. i usually slept for 8-12 hours . hee , i know what you wanna say. i am the hardcore sleepyhead. *nahhh , you can laugh if you want to. so i went out with my ex-schoolmate yesterday and we ARE having A LOTS OF FUN. like SERIOUSLAAAYY. i miss them like hell. soon we'll make our separates way. some will go for matrik and some got offer to study aboard and some will be doing their asasi. so no more having fun like what we used to be. everybody is growing up and more matured than ever. the guy become more handsome tough and so whatever. the ladies are much more prettier and stylo. everybody is trying to be maria elena or hana tajima. no more wearing the school uniform. at least my mind now is full of colour when i meet them. no more seeing the blue,white and peach.duhh of course lah kan ? well to the hell with that because let the memories will be ours forever not yours. and then of course after a great day will come the tiring part. it was tiring with the ktm stuff where i have to stand for 9 stations and get tired after giggling all the day. so when i got back , i had my dinner watching AF with my mummy and suddenly i felt like i wanted to make the goodbye video for my one and only alifa shahira. so i tried to bring back those memories and show some stuff in that video. i've post it to my facebook (here's the link if you want to watch it) so theres no need to explain more. let's the video does the talking. and this morning i've promised my sista to take her out for weekend outing at JJ seremban. so we went to have our lunch at nasi arab damsyik first. and the food are freaking sedap dohh. went to JJ, as what have been expected , theres no parking left for us :( and my sista still wanna go JJ instead of tesco sb dia nk pergi mph. lepas pujuk and i said nk belanja coolblog dkt tesco then she said fine tesco. we headed to tesco. pun ramai jugak org -,- tak paham aku. so the rest is history. and all the way back to home , i slept and then continue it bila sampai rumah until 9p.m. 0.0 elokk benoo lah tuu tidur masa maghrib. but seriously i'm tired. i went out without dress up like what i used to do including the b.b cream and the lip ice because i was too lazy . and my sista said i look pale withou wearing any of that. but at least , i have my natural look isn't ?
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| give your skin the natural look sometime :) |
Sometimes I do look stupid
well , bukan nk bukak cerita aib sendiri but this is just something to share moga2 korg tak lah jd mcm aku. and one more thing , i wrote not to impress but to express. i don't wanna impressed you guys like "dude, i can cook kuey teow kung fu while doing kung fu style.haiyak haiyak" and you will impressed like whoaa seriously ? in the end you'll know the answer: i lied -,-
this time i said i am stupid in terms of bab masak. aku mmg rasa gila dumb bangang bongok because i don't know anything psl masak. eh kejap , bukan lah tak tau langsung mcm zero. i do know sikit2 lah. i know kuali apa , periuk apa , senduk apa. tu aku tau lah. well mesti korg ckp tuu je ke ? well , mmg tu je pun aku tau -,- and kalau masak aku reti goreng telur and masak nasik. nak tau tak yg goreng telur ada cili bawang semua tu aku br tau mcm mana nk buat padahal benda tu paling simple yg org dh expert msk kata. aku bljr buat benda tu pun sb dh kemaruk sgt nk mkn. sanggup call mama belajar thru the phone. siap tanya mama nk goreng minyak berapa byk semua. well , yg buat aku tak suka and takut nk msk sb minyak ah. nnt kan kalau kita goreng pape mesti minyak terpercik kan? duhh , tu aku paling takut. even org lain yg goreng pun , aku yg duk sebelah ni boleh lari 100 meter sb takut. tp skrg dh tak takut dh. kalau nk masuk kan pape dlm kuali ada minyak , aku tutup api dulu. pastu bukak balik api. tu pun bukak api perlahan je.so tade lah terpercik kan. ni bongok ke penakut ?
kalau nk ckp bab ingredient aku halia dgn kunyit pun tak reti beza ? nasib baik aku reti beza cili dgn cili padi sb aku bljr drpd peribahasa "kecik2 cili padi". lagi sedih kat mana mak aku letak semua benda tu pun aku tak amik tau. ada sekali haritu cousin aku dtg dia nk msk. dia tanya mana cili bawang semua. so aku mcm err , cuba check kat fridge*dgn nada tak confident langsung. bukak fridge phewww , nasib baik ada. tadelah segan sgt. tapi ada cili yg dh mesin tu je. bawang mana ? puas aku cari tak jumpa. aduhh. aku pungg call mak aku since cousin aku tu nk msk sotong. aku smgt ah kan nk mkn. kalau tak dh lama aku pesan dominos je. bila call mak aku then mak aku ckp bawang tu mama dh mesin dgn cili sekali. WHATTT ?! sejak bila boleh campur mesin bawang dgn cili. aku mcm gila amazed dgn benda baru ni siap bukak tupperware cili tu nk bau ada bawang ke tak. ADAAAA ! WHOAA. bleh pulak aku pi tanya cousin aku mcm tu. mmg nmpk bongok gila lah kan ?
and one more thing aku tak tahan kalau nk kena bersih kan barang mentah. eh jap , barang mentah ke barang basah ? ah ikut suka kau lah panggil apa. tp maksud aku barang2 mcm ikan ayam tu ah. mak aku pun tak pernah suruh aku buat sb dia tau aku SEMESTINYAAA mengelat. aku lebih rela vacum satu rumah dr kena buat benda2 tu. busuk sehh. nnt tangan mesti bau yuckss. eleh padahal benda tu kau mkn lah farah -,- tak payah nk yuckss sgt. hee , in fact kalau nk suruh aku beza jenis ikan pun aku tak tau. yg aku tau ikan pari je mcm mana rupa dia. kalau ikan lain everytime nk mkn mesti tanya "maa , ni ikan apa" berpuluh kali tanya pun tak jugak ingat nama ikan tuu. haiyoo
huu , aku tau mana2 mak mentua pun mmg pikir dua tiga kali lah nk amik aku jd menantu. HHA. tak payah nk mak mentua sgt lahh , jgn kata tunang, boyprengg pun hang tadak farah. BELAJAR OKAYY. JADI DOCTOR BERGUNAA DULU OKAYY. my aunty always said. awak kata awak nk belajar kat luar negara. tp mcm mana ni tak pandai masak. takkan nk mkn luar je. mana ada mama nk msk ayam msk kurma selalu *aym msk kurma fav dish waa doo heh , jwpn aku mesti ni "alaa , nnt mesti ada house mate ara yg pandai masak."
so i came into this conclusion : SAYA NAK BELAJAR MASAKKKK !!!
oh btw , hari ni i cooked for my lunch. nak tau tak msk apa ? i masak sambal telur*my mum kata not bad. and ayam goreng. PHEWW , boleh tak nak kata bangga ? mmg bangga sb ni first time, bljr thru the fon dan yg penting TAK HANGUSS OR HANGIT :)
may peace be upon youu <3
MY BAD :\
heyy , i don't what on earth is that ? urghh , i do hate it.
i do appreciate what he did for me. like seriously i do. i don't wanna you, people, to think that i'm the unappreciative beast. i didn't really know what to say. but like yeaaa i felt guilty. i think i need sometime. to think. ALONE. i don't wanna hear you, people, come to me and say "oh come on. he did a lot." well , fyi i'm not that unappreciative beast who didn't think anything about his sacrifices. but somehow i'm wondering why i can't see that ? why and why ? what on earth is going here ?! i usually fall for someone very quickly. but i don't know what happen this time. am i being trauma or phobia or what ? ughh , i feel empty and uncertain bout everything.*ughh, i do hope this feeling blown away soon. i don't wanna give you hope or what. but i really hope we can be friends. you are my friend who really make my day , who make me laugh but after all , please don't push me down. you and the awesome friends already make me feel i'm worth being what i am. so please ? just be friends okay ? oh not , just BEST FRIENDS okay ? because we can go far if we remains as a friend. i'm afraid if we end up as a couple then we break up and what ? oh god, i just can't imagine losing you in my life. i don't want the history to repeat itself.
but don't worry honey , if we are meant to be , then we are :)
i do appreciate what he did for me. like seriously i do. i don't wanna you, people, to think that i'm the unappreciative beast. i didn't really know what to say. but like yeaaa i felt guilty. i think i need sometime. to think. ALONE. i don't wanna hear you, people, come to me and say "oh come on. he did a lot." well , fyi i'm not that unappreciative beast who didn't think anything about his sacrifices. but somehow i'm wondering why i can't see that ? why and why ? what on earth is going here ?! i usually fall for someone very quickly. but i don't know what happen this time. am i being trauma or phobia or what ? ughh , i feel empty and uncertain bout everything.*ughh, i do hope this feeling blown away soon. i don't wanna give you hope or what. but i really hope we can be friends. you are my friend who really make my day , who make me laugh but after all , please don't push me down. you and the awesome friends already make me feel i'm worth being what i am. so please ? just be friends okay ? oh not , just BEST FRIENDS okay ? because we can go far if we remains as a friend. i'm afraid if we end up as a couple then we break up and what ? oh god, i just can't imagine losing you in my life. i don't want the history to repeat itself.
but don't worry honey , if we are meant to be , then we are :)
MENTALLY RETARDED
salam. post kali ni nk ckp saya rasa sy dh gila. hormone apa byk sgt buat aku jd hyper ni eh ? is it adrenaline ?
heh , aku rasa skrg ni aku mcm gilaa byk energy and mcm dh tak tau malu skrg. dude lek lu. aku bukan nk ckp tak tau malu yg in terms of buat benda2 yg MEMANG TAK TAU malu. tapi sekarang ni aku mmg jadi hper everytime kalau dengar lagu favorite. aku rasa semua lagu aku suka skrg. nnt bila dgr lagu2 aku jd tak tentu arah.HHA. dia mcm im gonna move my bodihh. angkat tangan hayun tangan. goyang bahu. semua yg kira mcm attempt nk buat dance move yg cool. tapi tak cool pun aku tau. aku bukan mcm maple takpun hmc phlow yg reti nk buat movement yg cool gilak tuu okay senang cerita skrg aku suka dance gaya bodoh2. idk how to put this into words tapi siapa yg dekat dgn aku tahu lah kut. esp cousin dgn bpk aku sb dorg dah byk kali tgk aku buat benda annoying ni. cousin aku gelak gilaa and mesti aku ckp awat tak join buat sama ? dude seriously , the songs make me goes crazy. they said play with the rhythm and beats. so probably sb tu lah aku jd mcm tu kut. duk ikut sgt benda tu. so aku express kan the word "play" tu kepada "dance". ada satu kali aku buat mcm tu masa dlm kereta lepas tu budak kereta sebelah nampak. LELAKI dan HANDSOME kacak bergaya. pastu duk aku syok buat tarian bodoh tu aku pun duk toleh lah kat tingkap. tiba2 lelaki tu TENGOK GELAK dan buat THUMBS UP. aku SEGAN lalu menurunkan badan aku kebawah sikit sikit sampai dia tak nmpk aku dah. lepas tu aku suruh bpk aku merempit dgn laju. segan bongok. nilah org kata hobi gila yg nk cari publisiti. tapi aku TAK CARI PUBLISITI OKAYY. jgn salah phm. ni KEGEMARAN BARU AKU. and yeah skrg aku suka nyanyi kuat2. rasa best gilak lega puas semua. dulu kalau aku nk melalak kuat2 pun kat rumah je tapi skrg tak kira kat mana2. ni baru nama tak tau malu. esp dalam train kan biasa org dgr mp3. dorg kan suka psg kuat2 sampai aku yg duduk coach sebelah pun boleh dgr. so kalau aku dgr lagu yg aku tau lirik dia aku pun duk join nyanyi sama. dia bukan dengar pun sb dia dgr mp3 dia kuat2. so perhaps i didn't disturb her right ? nasib baik lah aku suka nai coach wanita. jadi takde ah malu sgt kut sb duduk dgn kaum sejenihh. tapi org lain yg dengar aku tak tau lah. tapi aku nyanyi tak pandang org. pandang tingkap sebab biasanya aku berdiri kat pintu -,- tapi aku takde lah nyanyi yg buat macam WOII DENGAR FARAH DAYANA NAK NYANYI NI. aku nyanyi siapa dengar nasib. siapa sakit telinga sila muntah skrg. so far takde yg muntah. maknanya kau nyanyi sedap lah kan ? HHA.
and everytime masuk kereta mesti lah bukak radio kan. aku bukak lah kuat2. kereta myvi yg bercc kecik tuu mesti lah kalau kita bukak radio even volume baru 14 pun boleh dgr sampai luar. lepas tu , everytime aku nk hntr adik aku si awan tu, bila nk sampai sekolah je mesti dia perlahan kan radio sampai taleh dgr. baik tutup je dik oii. dia kata "malu lah nnt kalau org dengar sampai luar. mcm nk show off je nnt org ingat" aku balaih balik "hekeleh biarlah dorg. bukan kenal pun. blah lah luu pergi sekolah" lepas tu kalau nk amik dia, dia tak bagi tunggu dia dekat2 dgn gate sb dia kata nnt bunyik radio mesti kuat. dia nk cari kereta kat mana pun senang sb cari bunyik kereta mana punya radio yg kuat tu. then tu lah kereta yg seharusnya dia pergi naik. sengal punya adik. tak reti menghargai org dah tolong hantar.
oh btw , aku skrg suka tengok ole-ole manis punya blog. dorg jual doorgift untuk wedding, baby shower and byk2 lagi. aku pun mulalah berangan nk bagi mcm ni lah mcm tu lah bila kawin nnt. lepas tu nk buat guestbook kawin semua. well org kata "dreams can blow away your heartache" jadi tak salah berangan kan
well ni antara dorg punya product. COMEL KAN? ADORABLE KAN ? sampai tahap NAK GIGIT BAJU KAN ? kepada siapa2 kata tak cute meh sini. aku nk kata ANDA MEMANG TAKDA MATA.TERIMA KASIH.
just when you crossed my mind
oh jangan risau. this is just for a second and proud to say , i'm no longer felt those cheesy thing about him. i laughed at the picture sb gmbr tu dia buat muka. huduh lah u buat mcm tuu. he came crossed my mind when i was just about to view the pictures in my phone. ah , i do save his picture. tapi satu jelah. so what ? salah ke ? whatever it is we are still friends right ?
"You may not be his first, his last, or his only.He loved before he may love again.But if he loves you now, what else matters ? He's not perfect- you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if he can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to be human being and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break - his heart. So don't hurt him, don't change him, don't analyze and don't expect more than he can give. Smile when he makes you happy, let him know when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there." -Bob Marley ;)
do you get it , friend ?
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"You may not be his first, his last, or his only.He loved before he may love again.But if he loves you now, what else matters ? He's not perfect- you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if he can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to be human being and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break - his heart. So don't hurt him, don't change him, don't analyze and don't expect more than he can give. Smile when he makes you happy, let him know when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there." -Bob Marley ;)
do you get it , friend ?
Another Big Steps
oh firstly sorry about my previous entry yg senget benget tu. the words were everywhere and fyi aku dh edit like two times. and tht time pun dh nk almost 4 a.m. So my bed was drumming so loud and asked me to dream with it ;) so panggilan katil mana buleh tolak kan. so i decided to post it jelah no matter how messy it will look like. kalau korg tak paham apa yg aku tulis kat previous entry tu pun takpe. it was just a survey that i did and post it in my blog because i've had run out of idea about what to post.
so the result for upu dah keluar right ? kpd anda-anda yg belum check tu sila lah rajin kan diri pergi check instead of membuang masa layan fb je tapi benda penting tak buat. well , as for me sangat bersyukur lah. i dapat UM asasi sains ayat which also known as PASUM. So now , i tolak matrik and nak pergi sini. LIKE SERIOUSLY nak pergi. what choice do i have now kan ? matrik dgn upu ni jelah. mmg i got several offers from private college and my parents are willing to sponsor the fees. and yeah maybe you can asked me to apply for MARA loan etc. but still aku bangga dgn IPTA kat malaysia. kenapa nak susah2 masuk private college sedangkan dh dpt kerajaan punya kan ? duit mummy dgn abah tu biar lah simpan tuk adik2 aku yg lagi tiga org tuu.
kenapa pilih UM ? bukan kau mintak yg MARA scholarship tu ke ? dude , program mara tu bukan semua org dapat. so the result will be announce on 16th may mengikut kata orang mara lah. tak tau lah kalau dorg nk postpone ke hape enn. yeahh , i've been through the interview which i think was quite good and cool. jambatan tak roboh kott. BANGGA. and masa kat sana lah i felt the longest one minute ever in my life. tulahh dulu tak reti nak mange masa betul2. sedar kah anda sebenarnya one minute tu agk lama kalau kita manfaat kan betul2 ? and frankly speaking i don't wanna put high hopes in this program. bcs i knw competition is LIKE WHOAAA ! i don't wanna hope like setinggi gunung aku dapat benda tuu. i've promised to myself and my mum kalau tak dapat benda ni i won't cry. sedih tu boleh lah. but still i've UM right ? my dreams still can be achieve even tak dapat mara tuu. aftre all , semua nya depends on us jugak yg nak transform kan our dreams into reality isn't it ? so yeahh , here are something to share about what happened yesterday.
it was already 1230pm and i still didn't woke up from my bed. before that , around 9am my mum text me and asked about the UPU. so denga mata kuyu tak larat nak bukak i replied , belum lagi lah maa. pukul 12 nnt. then aku sambung tidoq. pastu bapak ku pulak call and asked me to check now. and i was like "abahhhh , pukul 12 lah. jgn lah kacau ara nk tidur." and my father said "lahh , tak bangun lagi. kwn abah kata dh boleh check" dgn tutup mata , i felt like i talked while i sleep "belum lagi. ara dh check semlam tapi tak boleh.abah nk tidur mengantuk. bye" and then adalah beberapa kali my mum call tapi aku tak angkat. pehh mmg jahat kan ? but then i woke up around 1235 pm and chcek phone ada msg from my father kata " dapat UM asasi sains hayat pun ok" aku blurr fila still didn't get what my father trying to say. aku pun terus pi on pc semua. and benda pertama aku bukak fb -,- aku tau mmg tak senonoh punya perangai. aku pi kat group 3rd batch kb tu nak carik link nk check upu tu sb aku malas nak carik sendiri. senangnya hidup kan ada byk kwn yg bermurah hati bagi segala info ? <3 so dh dpt semua masuk number ic then click the button masuk. tadaaaa , UM asasi sanis hayat. and now baru aku paham apa yg bapak aku cuba sampai kan. pehh expert sungguh sampai baik hati tolong check kan naa. aku pun call bpk aku ckp " eii abah ni sibuk lah check dulu. tak surprise tau" hha , then my father just laughed.
so when i told my mum about this and my mum said "kak long sure nak pergi sini. bila masuk sini then you have to strive tau. no more lepak2 dah sb kak long dah lama lepak2. kena study balik mcm dulu okay ?"
and i said "okayy mummy. don't worry. ara ada paan. nanti paan yg genius tuu boleh tolong ara. lagipun semua genius2 KB masuk sana. raihan pun ada. so i think i will be fine"
soon i will make a big step forward. jadi budak U dah.mcm tak percaya tapi kena percaya. sebab bila umur bertambah kita makin menghampiri alam perkahwinan. GAHHH , KENAPA LATELY AKU SUKA CKP PASAL KAWIN ? GELI TAU DAK ?!
AKHIR KATA : i'm gonna RUN UP this HILL :)
so the result for upu dah keluar right ? kpd anda-anda yg belum check tu sila lah rajin kan diri pergi check instead of membuang masa layan fb je tapi benda penting tak buat. well , as for me sangat bersyukur lah. i dapat UM asasi sains ayat which also known as PASUM. So now , i tolak matrik and nak pergi sini. LIKE SERIOUSLY nak pergi. what choice do i have now kan ? matrik dgn upu ni jelah. mmg i got several offers from private college and my parents are willing to sponsor the fees. and yeah maybe you can asked me to apply for MARA loan etc. but still aku bangga dgn IPTA kat malaysia. kenapa nak susah2 masuk private college sedangkan dh dpt kerajaan punya kan ? duit mummy dgn abah tu biar lah simpan tuk adik2 aku yg lagi tiga org tuu.
kenapa pilih UM ? bukan kau mintak yg MARA scholarship tu ke ? dude , program mara tu bukan semua org dapat. so the result will be announce on 16th may mengikut kata orang mara lah. tak tau lah kalau dorg nk postpone ke hape enn. yeahh , i've been through the interview which i think was quite good and cool. jambatan tak roboh kott. BANGGA. and masa kat sana lah i felt the longest one minute ever in my life. tulahh dulu tak reti nak mange masa betul2. sedar kah anda sebenarnya one minute tu agk lama kalau kita manfaat kan betul2 ? and frankly speaking i don't wanna put high hopes in this program. bcs i knw competition is LIKE WHOAAA ! i don't wanna hope like setinggi gunung aku dapat benda tuu. i've promised to myself and my mum kalau tak dapat benda ni i won't cry. sedih tu boleh lah. but still i've UM right ? my dreams still can be achieve even tak dapat mara tuu. aftre all , semua nya depends on us jugak yg nak transform kan our dreams into reality isn't it ? so yeahh , here are something to share about what happened yesterday.
it was already 1230pm and i still didn't woke up from my bed. before that , around 9am my mum text me and asked about the UPU. so denga mata kuyu tak larat nak bukak i replied , belum lagi lah maa. pukul 12 nnt. then aku sambung tidoq. pastu bapak ku pulak call and asked me to check now. and i was like "abahhhh , pukul 12 lah. jgn lah kacau ara nk tidur." and my father said "lahh , tak bangun lagi. kwn abah kata dh boleh check" dgn tutup mata , i felt like i talked while i sleep "belum lagi. ara dh check semlam tapi tak boleh.abah nk tidur mengantuk. bye" and then adalah beberapa kali my mum call tapi aku tak angkat. pehh mmg jahat kan ? but then i woke up around 1235 pm and chcek phone ada msg from my father kata " dapat UM asasi sains hayat pun ok" aku blurr fila still didn't get what my father trying to say. aku pun terus pi on pc semua. and benda pertama aku bukak fb -,- aku tau mmg tak senonoh punya perangai. aku pi kat group 3rd batch kb tu nak carik link nk check upu tu sb aku malas nak carik sendiri. senangnya hidup kan ada byk kwn yg bermurah hati bagi segala info ? <3 so dh dpt semua masuk number ic then click the button masuk. tadaaaa , UM asasi sanis hayat. and now baru aku paham apa yg bapak aku cuba sampai kan. pehh expert sungguh sampai baik hati tolong check kan naa. aku pun call bpk aku ckp " eii abah ni sibuk lah check dulu. tak surprise tau" hha , then my father just laughed.
so when i told my mum about this and my mum said "kak long sure nak pergi sini. bila masuk sini then you have to strive tau. no more lepak2 dah sb kak long dah lama lepak2. kena study balik mcm dulu okay ?"
and i said "okayy mummy. don't worry. ara ada paan. nanti paan yg genius tuu boleh tolong ara. lagipun semua genius2 KB masuk sana. raihan pun ada. so i think i will be fine"
soon i will make a big step forward. jadi budak U dah.
AKHIR KATA : i'm gonna RUN UP this HILL :)
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aahh everything doing good right now :) and after all the highs and lows , i feel a sense of normalcy. aahhh I'm glad and lucky enough !
| Have you ever been in love with one of your friends? DUHH , Of course but it was the past :) | |
| What the worst relationship you've ever been in? i can't say it worst but all i can say it doesn't works well | |
| When was the last time you cried? does it a matter to you ? honestly it was this afternoon because i watched a walk to remember ;( | |
| What song are you listening to RIGHT now? a song from MindyGledHill :) | |
| Would you date your ex again? depends | |
| Are you keeping a big secret right now? i guess no | |
| What was the last lie you told? i lied to my sister because she will get mad when she find out i shop A LOT yesterday ! | |
| If you could be anywhere in the world right now where would it be? take me to ANWAR HADI place. because i wanna tell him how OHSOME he is ! | |
| Did you get over your ex or do you still love him/her? thasha told me to get it over and i'm trying :) | |
| Are you single? err can i yess ? hha , suredo | |
| Have you ever been in a car accident? Praise to Allah. i've never been :) | |
| Have you ever said I love you to someone and not meant it? it was stupid if i did that. i love you is something i MEANT IT | |
| If you were ever sent to prison what crime would you have committed? err i'm not looking forward to committed a crime. good ? | |
| Do you believe in true love? i was underage when i said noo | |
| Are you a good person? nobody's perfect. but i believe in the rooms of improvement :) | |
| Have you ever been in love? kalau puppy loves kira in love jugak lah kan ? | |
| Do you dislike or hate anyone? If so, why? yess , it was in my previous entry | |
| Is there anything that you have done that you regret so much now? yeap , it was something i did unintentionally. thank you for the second chance and glad that i used the chance wisely | |
| Do you believe in God? I BELIEVE IN ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY | |
| Are you faithful in relationships? its been there years. faithful enough ? | |
| Does everything happen for a reason? yeap. the reason for goods | |
| Have you ever cheated on someone? i'm not an angel :( forgive me | |
| Do you believe in karma? YESS. what goes around comes around ! *ahh , now i'm singing the JT's | |
| Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet? A LONG LIST TO SAY | |
| Do you have any enemies? habaq mai siapa ? | |
| Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? the sepet eyes. is it pretty to you ? | |
| Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous ? HHA , budak2 berchenta mmg lah pernah. | |
| Are you religious? iman tak boleh diukur. bertambah dan berkurang. | |
| Have you ever kissed in the rain? someday i wish i will | |
| Are you happy? HAPPY ENOUGH :))) | |
| Is there someone that's always there for you, no matter what? OH I HAVE MY SUPERB PARENTS , FAMILY AND FRIENDS who will always lends their ears and shoulders for free :) | |
| Honestly, do you see yourself as a slut? NOPE | |
| Does anyone hate you? kan dah tanya tadi | |
| If they made a movie about your life, what actor/actress would play you? is it a crime if i take the duchess of cambridge as an actress ? | |
| Who was the last person you cried in front of? hha , my cousin because we watched a walk to remember together. but HOW COME SHE DIDN'T CRY! | |
| Would you rather have love or money? with love i can buy money ! percaya tak ? | |
| Have you ever kissed someone who's last name started with an C? siapa hah ? | |
| Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves? pernah lah. they called tipu sunat. betul ke? | |
| What's harder: to forgive for someone's wrong doing or to forget? to forget because we cannot delete the past | |
| Do you believe exes can be friends? hai exes , we're friends right ? | |
| Do you have a picture of you kissing someone? a picture i kissed my mum ! | |
| Have you ever been in a long distance relationship? yeap. and it last longer compare to my ex who i can meet like 24/7 | |
| Is there/was there anyone in your life that's been a bad influence to you? i change them to the good-infulencer. CEYY , but seriously i don't throw away them form my life | |
| If you could choose how you die, how would it happen? KERJA TUHAN we can't expect how would it be. but definitely i wanna go in PEACE :) | |
| What's the most important thing in a relationship? LOVE because from that it builds trust,honesty,loyalty | |
| Would you rather be hated for who your are or loved for something your not? being hated because i will proudly say KISAH PULAK AKUU ? | |
| Do you regret doing something today? LACK OF pittis and i REGRET i CAN'T buy the shoes that i want SO MUCH.sobs ;( | |
| What would you do if your ex confessed they still had feelings for you? depends on who he is | |
| Would you ever have sex before marriage? it's a SIN for muslims. SILA TAHU INI | |
| Are you slowly drifting away from someone? nope because i won't throw away my friend but someone is drifting away from me without A word . thank you FRIEND | |
| What do you fear the most? the most stupid thing that you can kill me with the gunshot is I'm afraid of cats no matter how adorable it is | |
| Are you keeping a big secret right now? secret of what ? | |
| Have you ever broken someone's heart? i guess i broke it in unintentionally. TEHEE :) | |
| Have you ever had YOUR heart broken? sometimes things doesn't runs smoothly ;) | |
| What is something your not excited about? i'm not excited when i have to wait like forever | |
| Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? depends on the person who does the talking. | |
| Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with an A, D, or M? kau ni stalker ke hape nak tahu ?! | |
| Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them? BANYAK KALI KOTT | |
| Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you? hha , pernah lah. byk nya soalan cheesy ! | |
| Do you believe in love at first sight? love at the first sight with how charming he is. but not with his heart yet. need to know him first yaww <3 | |
| How do you vent your anger? i eat and babble and eat and babble. can you imagine how ugly it is ? | |
| Do you miss the way things used to be? OH I MISSED IT SOOO FUCKIN BAD ! | |
| Who is the last person you laughed with? muh cousin because we GIGGLED like DARRRRR ! | |
| Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your partner? SHE WILL NEVER DID THAT. i know them yaww. their taste ARE not like mine yaww. HAH | |
| How many kids do you want to have? enough if i get a pair of boy and girl. but i want the boy to be the abang. and three is the most. is it okay partner ? | |
| Is there drama in your life right now? i watched a dozen of drama lately and it makes me hard to take my bud off from the sofa :) | |
| Are you in love? in love with SHILOH FERNANDEZ | |
OKAY , take care lovies <3 |
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